23:44


Arghhh... I'm all hyped up on finally getting an xbox360 & my parents just had to delay the excitement, saying that they ought to have a look at my results for this year in the book of doom before I'm allowed any new game consoles. Right now I just wanna get back my darn report book & retrieve my stolen freedom. Thanks be to god that I didn't end up wasting last Sunday & Monday, Deepavali, a public holiday(well for us sec threes its already a holiday anyhow. Slept over at my cousin's house after attending that wedding I mentioned of in the previous post. It was, literally, a REAL SLEEPOVER. If I could remember correctly, I had about 19 hours of sleep; dozed off at 5 in the evening on sunday & awoke at 12am, only to hit the sack again a couple of minutes later. The dream I had was really a macabre. However, it ended with epic humour. I dreamt about doomsday; how the sun set in the wrong direction, casting a sinister glare as it disappeared into the vermillion horizon; a mantle of scarlet red engulfing the sky, until the sun finally faded beyond our sight, as the sky transformed into a concoction of swirling milk white with a tinge of azure instead of the usual, daily intense cobalt at dusk; doomsday the obvious. It was indeed scary, but only up to the part where RONALD MCDONALD appeared oh so suddenly out of the abyss to sound the death-defining trumpet. Before waking up laughing my butt off the mattress, I remember catching a glimpse of the mac logo on the trumpet even. Truly hilarious. Was supposed to go fishing at east coast with my uncle, cousin & aunt but i guess i slept through most of the morning. When they returned home at around one-ish, i was glad i didn't tag along; they came back with even less than what they set out with. My cousin & I owned the little peeps of the house at halo & we attempted legendary level & somehow managed to progress quite abit lols. Invented a new method of killing each other at multiplayer; ramming vehicles into each other when one or another players' vehicle got turned over from the force of the collision. That kept us pretty much entertained; my cuz looked as tho he was having the time of his life despite his next 'O' level paper being on the following day. Also, on that Monday(Deepavali), I had this fucking migrain but wasn't pardoned from having to follow my aunt & uncle along with my sis & annoying little cousins, supposedly to the park, in order for my very distracted sec 4 cuzzin to focus on his revision at home. The weather was against us though, streaks of lightning tearing across the earl gray sky, the roaring of thunder being heard every so often. Instead, we resorted to playing lame frisbee(however you spell it) & badminton under the void deck. Having not excercised for such a long time due to my severe joint injury, I'm still feeling my joints aching right now even after just an hour of badminton soloing a couple of over-rated badminton prodigies yesterday.(my pri.school cousins who claim they're that good)Arrived home just in time for the evening news & my head was throbbing like beans in a shaker. Slept the migrain away & woke up in the morning to the smell of putrid, week old durians. Yuck. What could be more nauseating than the stench of stinking durians. Today, like i mentioned, was an utterly boring day. It wasn't even what i would consider a so-so day! My MSN's malfunctioning, my joints hurt, & I'm anxiously awaiting my goddamn report book which my mom'll be fetching tomorrow. I'd better prepare for yet another long lecture tomorrow.

Yes, I do know my blog posts are EXXXTREMEELYYY LOOOOOOONG.. :)
My blogging very similar to writing compo hor? Kekekekeke 8D
Gdnite.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

18:55


Wow. It's gonna be 4am in half an hour & I'm still awake on my laptop. Perchance it's what I'm watching that's keeping me awake? (& No, if you've porno in your mind at this point, I suggest you think carefully before assuming that everyone who stays up late jacks off to hentai.) I've been watching an amusing range of videos, spanding from comedies to the occasional downright creepy or disturbing phantom sighting or the mass murder of rabbits to produce merchandise for Gucci.
Maybe it's just me, but once the clock strikes 12 at midnight, from then onward for as long as you're not getting any shuteye, even the silliest bit of poppycock can manage to get to you. You can't help but be affected by even clips you've seen before a gazillion times such as the infamous Rick Roll or The more recent "Batman On Drugs" vids. An Example Of The Aforementioned:



Here Are The Raunchy(Or at least I'm insinuating so) Lyrics For The Song "Mr. Boombastic" Which Made Me Chuckle While Following Through With The Song along the way. I bet most of you already know about this song, which was originally by the Artist Shaggy in the 1990s, & was played in a particular scene in Mr. Bean's Holiday.

Mr. Boombastic
What you want is some boombastic romantic fantastic lover
Shaggy
Mr. Lover lover, Mr. Lover lover, girl, Mr. Lover lover, Mr. Lover lover
She call me Mr. Boombastic say me fantastic, touch me on me back
she say I'm Mr. Ro...mantic
call me fantastic, touch me on me back she say
I'm Mr.ro... Smooth just like silk
Soft and coddle hug me up like a quilt
I'm a lyrical lover no take me for no filth
With my sexual physique Jah know me well built
Oh me oh my well well can't you tell
I'm just like a turtle crawling out of my shell
Gal you captivate my body put me under a spell
With your cus cus perfume I love your sweet smell
You are the only young girl who can ring my bell
And I can take rejection so you tell me go to hell

I'm Boombastic say me fantastic touch me on my back she says I'm Mr
Ro...mantic
call me fantastic she touch me on my back she says Mr. boom
boom
boom
Boombastic say me fantastic touch me in my back she says I'm Mr
Ro...mantic
call me fantastic touch me in my back she says boom
boom
boom

Gee wheeze baby please
Let me take you to an island of the sweet cool breeze
You don't fell like driving baby hand me the keys
And I'll take you to a place to set your mind at ease
Don't you tickle my foot bottom ha ha baby please
Don't you play with my nose I might ha chum sneeze
Well you a the bun and me a the cheese
And if me a the rice well baby love you a the peas

CHORUS

Give me your loving gal your loving well good
I want your loving gal give it like you should
Give me your loving gal your loving well good
I want your loving gal you remember the woo
Would like to kiss and carress
Rub down every strand of hair on my chest
I'm Boombastic rated as the best
The best you should get nothing more nothing less
Give me your digits jot down your address
I'll bet you confess when you put me to the test
That I'm

CHORUS

Gal your admiration if a tick me from the start
With your physical attraction gal you know to feel the spark
A man of few word naw go tell you no sweet talk
Naw go laba laba laba and a chat pure phart
I'll get straight to the point like a arrow or a dart
Come lay down in my jacuzzi and get some bubble bath
Only sound you will hear is the beating of my heart
And we will mmm mmm (kiss) and have some sweet pillow talk
I'm

CHORUS

Although the stuff I'm indicating much emphasis on are mainly humour-based, there were also many other disturbing vids which in one way or another, reflected violence or acts of inhumane proportions, but since it's about 3 and a half hours from dawn, I'l save those tales for another time.

Later this afternoon, I'll be present at a relative's wedding & will be sleeping over at my cuz's place for the night-it's considered morning now, I mean for today.(Ain't it awkward talking about this right now?!I SHOULD BE ASLEEP MYSELF NOW)I guess even with heavy dinners & just 4 hours of sleep daily, nothing much can be done to suppress my nocturnal gene. Heh. I'm such an owl.


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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

15:38


Teacher : What's the hard outer casing of a tree's stem called?
Student : Don't know sir.
Teacher : Bark boy, Bark!
Student : Woof Woof!

Heh, ok those were some random fiddlesticks. =_=
~ In A Much Calmer Mood Compared To Yesterday, Reasons Unknown. ~

I thought that since the unfortunate events this year for me are too aplenty to list, I'd settle for a change & post some pictures of the better experiences this year instead! =p


Changi Beach Fishing In May (Isolated area)

Jiayang's Birthday Party Earlier This Year In February.
3e2 08` Formal Shot =)

3e2 08` Fun Shot =D

Me Goofing Off With My New Electric In March

Outing With Pals To Pasir Ris Park During The June Hols~


Fasting Month Gathering At My House Before Breaking Fast
(September)

Sorry little cuz, I just had to post this XP
(Pic Entitled: Falling with Style)

Spectacular Fireworks @ The Singapore Fireworks Festival

Scandal ! *GASP*

Vacation @ Kuantan Malaysia During June Hols ~

Fireworks Festival !


Maybe it's just too early for wishful thinking, but I seriously hope that things will go generally smoother next year as compared to this year.

Maybe I'm harking on the sick past, but I figured I'd just go ahead & list some of the Good, the Bad & the Ugly that's happened to me so far before school ended this year.

-Desktop got shifted from the upstairs living room into my PARENTS' BEDROOM (BAD)

-Bought an ERG- 121C Onyx Electric Guitar Pack Including Amplifiers @ only $ 380! (Totally Awesome!)

-Wasted at least $300 on Maplestory Pre-paids. (just stupid)

-An all rounded SUCKER in academics this year (You can tell from the word in BOLD.)

-Desktop got fucked up by viruses (Sad..)

-June Holidays @ Hyatt Resort Hotel in Kuantan, M'sia. (GREAT)

-Bicycle crash that changed my life forever (Ugleh)
.Dented, Fractured, & Dislocated elbow (not very nice at all)
.Surgery at CGH. (Horrific & traumatizing experience)
.Titanium rod & screws inserted along elbow area, in right arm (It stings but it still makes me feel kinda cool.. 8D)
.1 Month Recovery Period, Excused from SCHOOL (Bad? Are You Kidding Me?!?!)
.Got to know that my duty for NS will be SLACKING( PES E). (You're a bloody gym rat if you say that that's BAD.)
.Got to cream that tetek mepek a.k.a barrel chested army commando (Aljunied, DUH) when he asked me to do PE, Parents phoned him & lodged complaints against him. (FUCKING OWNT.)
.Received money from others after they understood the severity of my accident & that it wasn't just your average fracture (Lol?)
.EXCUSED FROM PE FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR & NO MORE NAPFA FOR ME EVER AGAIN! (YEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAWW)
.Can't do Pull ups & Sit&Reach (Kinda sad case =()
.5-7 years for complete recovery (for matters concerning trauma to my crippled elbow joint)
.Will face problems when going through metal detectors at airport checkpoints (=.= zZzZzzZz)
.Will need to be careful near strong electromagnetic forces.

-ESCAPED AUTHORITY'S UNRELENTING PERSISTENCE when fucking school tried to get me for my long hair. (IN YOUR FACE discipline crappers)

-Managed to get promoted to sec 4 & will be in 4e2 next year albeit not studying much at all & pitiful academic performance this year (Abliss =))

-Defeated rival(s) in scoring better for English (Woots. Namely you Nicholas Leong, DON'T YOU DENY IT; HA-HA JEALOUS! xD)

-Maplestory character that was played over the course of a year got hacked
.xCr0sSb0n3sx, LvL 90 DK, Was Hacked by FUCKIN' conniving RomanTik DK & GAYLORD MOFO hanchyuan123 NL on The 16th of October 2008 @ 8pm. (FUCK YOU, DICKLESS HACKERS)

Well this is just the tip of an iceberg I'm listing, obviously I won't talk about every single smile or frown of every boring day lols.

Adios Peeps ~

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

23:39


I'm feeling more & more secluded from the world, needless to say reality. The holidays have just kicked off, but they've failed to deliver much excitement or thrill right when they did. The past 2 days with my stressed out, workaholic mom hadn't been brilliant to say the least. It's hard to satisfy a middle-aged woman, I've gotta admit. Much to my consternation, she might just detonate at even the slightest err of mine. One really significant piece of knowledge that I've gained from a parent who's a teacher is to not even consider becoming one yourself in the future. Believe me, no matter how much i despise a certain few teachers, I can't help but sympathize with them; the amount of stress they're forced to tolerate is comparable to scales similar to that of a mountain peak. Having one as a mom has its pros and cons. Although others would say that having a parent who's a teacher is useful as you can gain much knwoledge from them, it also hurts to see your folks returning home from work looking drained & moody. It really sucks to see your parents with dissatiated frowns on their faces with the word "Sigh.." written all over thier lips without them having to even utter a single word. Sometimes when I'm aware of my parents' malcontent, I look at them and think "I'd rather sit alongside bedraggled peasants begging in a corner than watch my parents drown in their worry". The mood & atmosphere in the house definitely alters itself accordingly to the moods & feelings of its inhabitants. When even a single family member is feeling down or discontented, the whole family will feel it.(Well unless of course you were an abused child or just hate your family) I'm partly to blame for this, as they've already had to cope with bad days at work & school & I'm only adding to their sorrow by adamantly arguing with them non-stop even over the most trivial of matters & not focusing in school. My god. I was so selfish; I sacrificed their trust, love & happiness in order to shield my devastating ego. I've to rectify my faults against them, otherwise I may never get the chance to again. Recently, there've been quite a number of people who were loved ones to people I know who've passed away so suddenly.. I express my enormous gratitude to god that they weren't one of mine, & I sympathize with all those who lost their loved ones.May the fallen rest in peace & disappear peacefully into the afterlife.All of the events that have been happening around me as well, including a friend of mine's maplestory character getting hacked, Ziyang still aching from his traumatizing gastric flu & Danny being disallowed his computer to go online have all made me even more lugubrious as I'm conforming to all of the sorrow around me. At times like these I only wish for there to be joy, & I need to appreciate & cherish every single moment of ebullience that time has to offer.The video below, "Waking The Demon" By Bullet For My Valentine, Depicts how I'm feeling right now about all of the shit that's been happening around me lately.I just feel like screaming aloud; I'm angry because I'm frustrated & confused.. I just hope for things to get better. I realize that one is indeed affected by the aura of swirling emotions emitted by the people around him. If its hatred, even the happiest person initially can be turned over at the end.



Goodnight Everyone, & be as HAPPY AS A LARK whenever the opportunity, because happiness never stays, unlike hatred that lingers.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear.

01:35


I'll be seeing myself doing these things (& Hopefully Accomplishing At Least Most Of Them) during the 2-month long holiday:

- Gaming & Being Online (Com/MSN 24/7, Game Consoles Are Your Best Friends!)
- Jamming & Learning To Play More Songs
- Watching Movies & Comedies
- Practising More Mawkish Singing :P
- Fishing
- Chilling With My Buddies (Outings At The Park/Beach)
- Expanding My Knowledge Of English (Reading Dictionaries, The Usual Stuff, Etc.)
- Attempting The Occasional TYS/Practice Papers
- Reading & Researching Lots Of Interesting Facts, e.g "9/11's Conspiracy"
- Holiday Assignments (Including The Endless Filing -.-)
. Pure Chemistry TYS MCQs
. English REP passage reading
. HISTORY PROJECT (Appeasement Policy - WW2)
- Trip To Jakarta With Cousins
. Going To My Uncle's House For The Final Time
. Shopping! (For New Clothes, Accessories)
. Island & Boat Fishing (Most Probably)
- Quite A Bit Of Catching Up To Do For E.Maths
- Getting 2 New Pairs Of School Pants (The Ones Now Are Too Loose & Baggy!)
- Preparation For Secondary 4 (New Books, Better Schoolbag, Pencil Case & Stationery, Etc -.-)
Quite The List. I Just Hope I Can Keep To It, Though. =/
Happy Spending Your Holidays Peeps! ;D

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

23:50


1 day to go before hell finally freezes over. Still, I'm still kinda anxious awaiting my overall academic results for the year 2008, in 3e2.Although I know I'm gonna be promoted to sec 4, I fear what my parents will think when that little green book is firmly in their hold.To prepare for the inevitable, I've told them I don't give a hoot about my results this year, and that the main thing was in scraping through to move up to 4e2 next year.I know I've alot to do to catch up during this 2 month long holiday.Apart from movie marathoning, outings to the park with pals, hours on my new console, friends coming over for tea and such, I guess I'd be bucking up on my weaker subjects, notable BLOODY MATHS & pure chemistry.I'm definitely gonna drop a maths now, if not first thing next year; it's simply pointless now.All that will remain will be the detritus of my torn & tattered a maths textbook.In its place, Pure Literature shall rise :)

I Guess I'll Share With You Folks A Pitifully Ludicrous Poem I Wrote Just Before The EOY Exams, Which Is Quintessentially A Concoction Of Idiocy & Nonsense. Credits Go To Jonathan Chua (A.K.A Potato/Jpc) For The Inspiration For This Spontaneous Shit (The Full & Slightly Altered Version) & Here It is:

Jonathan Potato,
The Perfidious, Odd Potato,
Who Resembles A Tomato,
Everywhere & Anywhere He Has Been To.

Budding Thrice Daily,
Eating his Chocolate Dairy,
Thinking Of Vegetable Fairies,
While Incubating Wild Cherries.

Sitting On His Throne Of Radish,
He Will Simply Vanish,
When He Catches Sight Of A Tasty Danish,
Gobbling It Up In A Hasty Finish.

Farming Potatoes As He Pleases,
He Finds It Hard To Release,
His Tiny Potato Faeces,
Which He Excretes At The Expense Of Ease.

At The End Of The Day,
He Keeps Himself At Bay,
Preparing Himself For May,
During Which He Would Harvest Potatoes On A Tray.

Sick Of Prosaic Potatoes,
He Sits There Staring At His Toes,
As He Craves For American Burritos,
Unaware Of An Incoming Tornado.

The Tornado Arrives & Around His Farm It Gyrates,
Causing The Corpulent Farmer To Turn Irate,
Until Finally The Tornado Turns Back & Whirls Out His Garden Gate,
Producing Mashed Potatoes Of Top Grade.

Pleased With Himself,
He Stashes The Mashed Taters On His Shelf,
Assuring Himself He Is Not A Greedy Potato Elf,
He Manages Only A Meagre Share For Himself.

Jon Pot,
Our Dear Old Potato Teapot,
Always There To Be A Retard,
With His Silly Craving For Mustard.

But Alas Without The Lad,
Everything On His Potato Farm Turned Bad,
& Never Has There Been A Time So Sad,
When The Noble Potatohead Ceased Being Mad.
(Note: The Semi Completed & Original Version Can Be Found On Jpc's Blog.)

Goodnight Everyone! =D

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

21:33


The past few days haven't been too great for me. After the hacking issue, I can't even put my mind to what I'm gonna be doing during the upcoming LONG end of year holidays. You guessed it, MAPLING. One thing I've come to realize about all of these online games is, there's just no end to it. Once you're hooked, you're hooked. & Don't you deny it. But when you finally experience a huge loss in the game, you'd understand how useless you are in recovering from the situation. You spend at least 2 years of your life forking out real cash to make life in the game better & more enjoyable. I finally realize how silly this is, especially when you get hacked. Not only do you lose your godly in-game stuff, you also lose REAL LIFE MONEY. I guess that's what's making me so upset over my losses in the game recently. Friends have told me to continue & rebuild or recreate my character, but I won't make the same mistake again. I've experienced something like this playing the same, free online game maplestory before. I've made up my mind that if i were to continue playing such a game where the temptation is there for you to blindly use real money(& it's not just 5 bucks I'm talking about here, but as much as a hundred per round of purchase), I must force myself to refrain from purchasing any more of those pre-paids. However, as I mentioned, the temptation is always there. The game is simply too addictive. Thus, I have decided to get myself a new game console, one which would satisfy my hunger for gaming, without jeopardizing my budgets. Right now my Dad's just agreed to foot most of the bill as he, too would be on the console whenever he feels like it, & I'm currently choosing between an xbox 360 & a ps3. Both are great consoles, but I can only pick one, obviously. Sigh.. at least I'll finally be getting cable TV as well. People have often questioned why is it that I live in a terrace & yet I've no SCV. Hmm.. I guess I won't be using my laptop as much this holiday!(But I'll still be on9 in msn, I almost ALWAYS am, if you've noticed.)

Oh, & Before I'm done tonight, I just thought I'd Share Some Of The Photos I Captured Within The First Week Of Hari Raya! *points down*


Family Shot =)

Yet Another Family Photo..

Mom, Sis & Me (Bleargh)

Wow. Real Candid, Guys.

My Paternal Side Of The Family !

Nighty - Night!

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

18:15


Hell kinda sucked today, as usual.Before going to hell(any normal student should know what it is) today, just a single thought worried me-my long hair! I wondered if my fever that i caught on purpose last week would be in vain. Thankfully, there's like, only 3 days of hell this final week, and I don't think that that bird-like human & those whistling lunatics of hell would continue picking on us students for our long hair. Still, as a precaution, I fashioned a nerd do to school, just like on any other school day. I was in sheer bliss when I got out of the house; it seemed to be drizzling. When I thought that nearly all of my fears had been eradicated, I noticed that that strict falcon-ish principal of ours was just observing all of us in our class, and for one intense moment I thought for certain that he'd march into 3e2 & signal out those who had long hair after closely eyeing us. To my greatest joy, this never took place after we mumbled the school pledge, at all. We had our chemistry S.P.A today, & to be honest, I didn't really know what I was doing scribbling down my most likely erroneous answer for the mole question. I simply took a wild guess and there, in my answer, was monoatomic or some shit like that. All in all, I don't remember making any serious mistakes performing the practical(titration).We did nothing for mother tongue.Teacher wasn't present.During the last 2 periods, english, Mrs Chua got pissed at us for our complacent & overconfident attitude. I believe 2 people simply dosed off while she was going through our english paper 2(which I totally screwed up).This year, I can say one thing about my academics: It was a completely horrendous experience, & I definitely have to pull up my socks for next year; I'm quite confident about being promoted to sec 4, even though I failed at least 3 or 4 out of 7 of my subjects.I thank hell for having quite an easy promotion criteria as compared to other hells.About my english results which i got back today, you can congratulate me but please don't applaud me; I pretty much didn't even get close to my potential, and I didn't perform at my best, especially paper 2.I can remember myself drowning in my own dream world while I was attempting that paper.Thus, I only managed to clinch a mere pass: 26/50. Thankfully, paper 1, my speech somehow managed to get a 20/30 even though I struggled for time doing that section.The composition was fine, 24/30, but still, was nothing compared to my Sa1's 26/30 that I obtained before the end of the previous semester, & I didn't give it my all doing the papers, including ones for the various other subjects, most of which were studied meagrely for.Somehow, I managed a 36/40 for my oral despite chuckling for a brief moment during the oral exam thanks to a certain two friends of mine who were watching me take the test a table behind me in front of the library.So overall, I got a mere 67.6% for my EOY english result, top in class, but very disappointed.Adding to my stress was our dear Nicholas Leong, who as usual, was compensating himself due to his failure in getting a higher overall % for english than me.Personally, I feel that Mrs Chua has a heart for him, since she mentioned that 1 mark for any 1 component, let's say comprehension, was only about 0.4-0.6 marks in the total, and when he had an extra 3 marks added for his comprehension, she said that he would get a 67 or 68 overall?I'm just bewildered here.She just said that 1 mark for any component was only a small 0.xx, and yet she said that Nicholas could get a 67 or 68 from his 64.9.I know I may seem as though I'm envious, maybe I am, but I just feel that she's exaggerating abit too much. Danny aided me in calculating 1 mark in one component which was equal to approximately 0.625 mark(s) in the overall.Hence a 1 mark addition to the overall would give you an extra 0.625 marks to your overall. Since Nicholas got a 64.9 initially, he should get about 66.77 as his overall for the EOY english exams.Sigh... maybe it's just favouritism, a whole lot of exaggeration and contradiction on Mrs Chua's part. Anyways, Nicholas was going on blabbing about how Me & Everyone else are all 'INFERIOR' to him.Typical NICHOLAS LEONG.But somehow, I know deep inside, he's a good friend :) I returned Jiayang his 30 bucks today, but I wasn't able to pay gengting, as I realized that I had left most of my $$ at home. Sorry Gengting!>< I'll be sure to pay you on wednesday.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

17:27


I'm back from hell, & unless you're a teacher's pet, you'd be aware exactly what 'hell' it is that I'm referring to. Hell has been such a drag ever since the exams, beginning with when those annoying CAs started. No, allow me to correct myself; Hell has been a darn chore ever since I arrived in pre-school with my bloody pacifier. Everyday does not seem like a 'New Day' at all, and I don't blame god for that. With such a regimented, "just go through with it" life-style, it would seem difficult for someone to even enjoy a fragment of liberty without being completely criticized by other ignorant dicks without a life as 'slackers'. So VERY VERY VERY fortunately, now that the EOY exams have ended, hell seems to be less of a burden, (For example, during the preparations for it it was like being incinerated, revived, then incinerated & revived over & over again) & Now the load has certainly lessened. However, those unrelenting, spiteful devils managing hell still seem fit to shove burning coal up our arses & choke us with their demonic fruits. I tell you, if you're still completely clueless about what I'm rambling about, I suggest you stop thinking 'logically' or 'maturely' too much & have some fun with your pitiful imagination. Lols. I apologize for my insolence my dear sirs/m'aams, I simply fail to control my sadistic mind. Perhaps I should attend a few anger management classes. I advocate Einstein's rather affirmed ideology in which Creativity is the most important thing. On with the topic, I feel that those intrusive demons only add to our hatred & stress by forcing on us values we so adamantly refuse to inculcate; rather frivolous of them attempting to psycho us into doing stuff we do not wish to; the blind merely follow like cattle being rounded up by a sheepdog, the intelligent question why as to these things. Sigh... if only I could write this forever. These endless harangues regarding injustice in FUCKING SCHOOL, a much discussed topic indeed, but Im' afraid it's now time to take my leave(not for bed though), & I hope you have at least agreed with me on something in this hurtful prolix i have just chose to write as a verbose piece of utter ratshit. I apologize for being so vulgar in this post, amigos will understand I'm just pissed off & throwing my "TIRED & MOODY LA" tantrum. Period. =/

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear