00:03


Tired. But not ready to hit the sack =_=

Man sometimes I just feel like sleeping for 24 hours straight.

Been dozing off in class quite often recently, & been feeling kinda frustrated with myself lately. From this fucked up hairdo(I'm gonna have constant bad hair days for a month now) to my utter fatigue and lack of willpower & initiative, I'm really a mess right now. Perhaps I should just curl up into foetal position & lull myself to sleep.. Feel like drifting away from this awesome life..

What's worse... the MYEs are in just a DAYS' TIME. Oh god please spare me.

At least there'll be a week's break before the following paper dooms us all on the 8th of May ..

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear.

15:11


Oh Darn. My sideburns have been SIDEBURNED. & Now I'm forced to bear the criticisms of those in school O_O"

So far, some have called it a 'cute' haircut, others have labelled it the almighty BOWL; while some have just stared and laughed.

Indeed, I'm no qualified hairdresser, but personally, I think I did 'OK' for a first timer. Cutting my hair by myself was a weird but desperate decision I made when I forgot to head to the barbers' on Sunday for my haircut, as my hair was to be personally inspected by that Kuan Zhang on Monday.

Highlights? As aforementioned, away with the sideburns! T.T *razor snipping sound effect*Oh well. I guess the good thing's that I'll have enough time to grow my hair back by the end of May.

Feel like blogging more for this entry, but I really need to drop my kids off at the pool now.

It's urgent.

[02 More Days to MYEs] .

Arrivedacci.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear.

21:46


1) The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
- A magical Genie who'd instantly grant 3 of my wishes. (LOL Lame)
2) When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
- I hardly go shopping at the grocers'.
3) If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you?
- Hmm... I kinda forgot who that last person was.
4) Do you take compliments well?
- On the outside I'll just act modest & shy... I'm practically squriming with pleasure on the inside.
5) Do you play Sudoku?
- Nah. I hate anything that has to do with Math
6) If abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
- I just need my shaver
7) What makes you cry?
- Yawning.
8) Who was the last person you slept on the bed with?
- Too embarrassing to admit =x
9) Who do you text the most?
- People I like to annoy
10) Favorite children's book?
- Uhm... could that be changed to suit my level of linguistics? Something like a Macmillan Dictionary maybe?
11) Eye color?
- Dark Hazel (I'm just making it sound nice, dark hazel's actually BROWN =_=)
12) How tall are you?
- 5'7 (170cm)
13) If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
- Do what?
14) Any secret admirers?
- A couple of hundreds
15) When was the last time you were at cullen's haus?
- HUH?
16) Favorite place?
- MY HOUSE
17) Where was the furthest place you've been?
- My subconcious reality?
18) Do you like mustard?
- Well yeah, on certain food items, that is.
19) Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- Neither.
20) Do you miss anyone?
- The people around me are too ALIVE to be missed.
21) Can you do split?
- Sure, just that I'll prolly hurt my ding dongs & get sent to hospital trying.
22) What movie do you wanna see right now?
- Paul Blart:Mall Cop
23) What did you do on New Year's Eve?
- Sorted out my Gold Mine.
24) Do you think the Grudge was crappy?
- retarded
25) Was your mum a cheerleader?
- I just can't imagine that ever happened, even if it did, maybe.
26) What's the last letter of your name?
- B.
27) How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
- Depends. Sometimes it's not even an hour.
28) What do you wear to sleep?
- A fucking coat.
29) Is your hair straight or curly?
- Wavy :)
30) Do you like funny or serious people better?
- I like people who can express both well. ( given at the appropriate time )
31) What is on your mind right now?
- Will my pet rabbit ever come back from the dead? O_O
32) Any plans for tonight?
- Singing really loudly, prolly interrupting the neighboors' sleep
33) What's your favorite song at the moment?
- Check the song that plays on my blog -.-
34) Do you hate chocolate?
- Saying that is like saying you're in love with George W. Bush
35) What do you and your siblings fight about the most?
- Equal rights.
36) Are you a gullible person?
- Not really, no.
37) Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
- I'd rather spare myself from commitment that I fear might arrive too early.
38) If you could have any job, what would it be?
- A Philologist.
39) Are you easy to get along with?
- Honestly, I don't know.
40) What's your favorite time of the day?
- The starry night.
41) Are you generally a happy person?
- I'm an optimistic pessimist ...?
42) Is this the kind of life that you wanna have?
- What... a.. question.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear.

13:12


Didn't attend school today. Went to Pasir Ris Polyclinic at central to see the doc. Nic tagged along, I fetched him in a cab & we headed there together to get our medication & our essential MCs.

It wasn't fair, he got home an hour earlier than I did. Oh well. You win some you lose some.

& Now I'm back with yet another quiz.

TEN ARE YOURS.

Are you single?
- Yeah.
Are you happy?
- Seldom.
Are you bored?
- Rather.
Are you fair?
- Fair as in fair skin or fair to others? If skin tone, yeah, my natural skin colour's kinda fair.(dun belif? look at my EZ-Link student pass.) & yeah, I'm just.
Are you Italian?
- No, but I do know how to speak some of it. BESAME MUCHO
Are you intelligent?
- Brilliant but L-A-Z-Y.
Are you nice?
- Very vague question. I'm lovable, period.
Are you irish?
- No, but I do know how to mimic an Irish accent.
Are you asian?I
- I'm eurasian, baby

FACTS.

Full name
- Ahmad Adib bin Adris Isnin
Nicknames
- Dibby, FOXY PHILLIP, Bidalicious, Dave Kazansky Mitchell
Birthplace
- SG
Hair Color
- Jet Black
Natural hair style
- Wavy
Birthday
- 10.06.93
Mood
- Right now? Contented.
Favorite Colors
- Monochromatic Black & White.
One place you would like to visit
- Paris

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

Have you ever been in love?
- I wonder which sad soul hasn't been.
Do you believe love in first sight?
- If you're looking out for the physical aspects alone, yes.
Do you currently have a crush?
- Hmm... Maybe.
Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
- Possibly.
Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
- Tell me, who hasn't?
Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Shattered.
Have you ever liked anyone but you're afraid of telling them?
- Certainly.
Are you afraid of commitment?
- I keep having delusions of adequacy.
Who was the last person you hugged?
- My Ma.
Love or lust?
- I hanker for both.
Hard liquor or beer?
- Can I have juice instead?? o.O
Cats or dogs?
- Neither. Maybe a rabbit or a hamster.
A few best friends or any regular friends?
- I can relate to people who come from all walks of life.
Creamy or crunchy?
- Depends. Who'd want crunchy pudding?
Pen or pencil?
- Stupid question. Either way, both get the job of writing done.
Wild night or romantic night?
- Romantic night when with a special someone(alone, obviously.), Wild night when with a large crowd.
Money or happiness?
- Umm.. can I garner both???
Night or day?
- Night. I fear I have narcolepsy during the day.
IM or phone?
- Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.

Been caught sneeking out?
- I'm as master of escape, so NO.
Seen a polar bear?
- Oh sure. I even have one as my classmate.
Done something you regret?
- Something?! Many things'd be more appropriate here.
Bungee jump?
- YEEEEEHAAAAWWW YEAH
Eaten food that fell onto the floor?
- Yeap. I washed it first though. The floor wasn't dirty too.
Finished an entire jaw breaker?
- WTF is a jaw breaker?
Been caught naked?
- By the surgeons who helped my Ma deliver me at birth.
Wanted a bf/gf back?
- So many, I'm not sure which I want back. LoLs.
Cried because you lost a pet?
- Sobbed a little when Cornflake passed away.
Wanted to disappear?
- Yeah. From school.

TEN PREFERRENCES IN PARTNER.

Smiles or eyes?
- When you've already fallen for someone, love really IS blind.
Light or dark hair?
- As long as you don't dye yer hair every week just to impress, I'm good.
Hugs or kisses?
- Depends. You got clorets? You do? OK then, *MUACKS*
Shorter or taller?
- Doesn't really matter to me. Pretty I already more than satisfied (some singlish there.)
Intelligence or attraction?
- An average combination of both'd be the best. I wouldn't wanna marry Sarah Palin nor would I wanna marry Bigfoot.
Topman or Zara?
- Either will do, as long as you're not the one wearing an old tee & raggy shorts at Orchard.
Funny or serious?
- Too serious = easy break.
Older or younger?
- Anywhere between 2 years age diff (older or younger.)
Outgoing or quiet?
- Outgoing... I need to get influenced more..
Sweet or bad?
- Sweet. Not too innocent though. ( Maybe coz I'm not that innocent either )

AND TEN HAVE YOU.

Ever performed infront of a large crowd?
- The world is my audience.
Ever talked on the phone for more than 1hour?
- Can't recall.
Ever tried walking on your hands?
- If you know you can't do something, don't bother making a fool outta yourself.
Ever been to a rock concert?
- Hell Yeah!
Ever been on a cheerleading team?
- Does cheering from the stands count?
Ever been on a dance team?
- Never, & I don't plan to ever be on one.
Ever been on a sports team?
- Yeah. During P5, when I played the dark horse keeper.
Ever been in a drama play/production?
- My whole life's a drama unfolding.
Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently?
- MY DAD LET ME DRIVE ALL OF EM' LOL
Ever been in a rap video?
- Wassup ma' homies?
Last phone call you made?
- Nicholas Leong a.k.a PUDGY PUDDING
Last person you hugged?
- Ma.
Last person you hang out with?
- Nicholas Leong ( PUDDING AGAIN)
Last time you worked?
- Work? What's that??
Last person you talked to?
- Myself (In my head of course. I don't just talk aloud like that to no one. I'm mentally sane.)
Last person you IM'd to?
- Nicholas Leong. WHITE PUDDING AGAIN.
Last person you texted to?
- Nicholas Leong. HAAH PUDGY!
Last person you went to the movie with?
- Ma, Pops, sis.
Last persons/things you missed?
- Fishing at Pasir Ris Beach.
Last website visited?
- XXX.com. Lol jk.

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20:26


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.......................... I'm back AT LAST.

Sheesh. Hadn't the mood to post since.. I dunno when. LONG.

I even encountered problems while attempting to login into my blogger account just now =.=

Oh well.

In recent weeks I've been busy handling a handful of guests-my DEAR classmates & schoolmates, over at my house.

... I must note that although having some company in this usually loner life of mine can be rather refershing, there are boundaries not to be trespassed. In short, having some of my friends over was a curse, yet a blessing in disguise xP(no offense guys)

Ah, anyway. Here are a few of the less quotidian events that had transpired while I was inactive in the blogging fad:

- Some religious gathering thingy at my house for my parents after their Haj; over a HUNDRED people turned up. Was surprised to see my schoolmate, Khairul Ikhwan sitting in the living room hall of my terrace, as he too was present for the occasion. (I guess our dads are friends o.O)

- Sis has gone crazy ever since my dad bought Guitar Hero World Tour for our Xbox360. I did too, but it was less long term than my sis' reaction to getting the game. She plays it like a freak sometimes.. :) Just kinda sad we only got the guitar, not the drums and microphone.. :((Perhaps either my sis or myself'll complete the whole set soon, though.)

- CNY [GONG XI FA CHAI to all who celebrate it]; MAPLESTORY. Like a no-lifer. Of course, I completed the mounds of homework in advance like a no-lifer, too. Also made a trip to the Singapore Science Centre.(Oh god it's been quite a while.. yet somehow it's all so clear in my memory..hadn't changed much) Watched documentaries about the Swiss Alps & the Wild Coast in Africa. The one where sardines were featured really made me hanker for some sardine sandwiches after that.. Visited my Neighboors for CNY a week after the 1st day of CNY. It was great catching up on things with them. Indeed, they are our closest neighboors, there since my family moved in to our humble terrace home 10 years back.

We also celebrated 2 of my youngest cousin's Birthdays at a chalet at Aloha Changi, during that week after CNY. Lots of fun with my little cousins, & not to mention, my BIG cuzzies. hahahs.

x x x

The following weeks were quite ordinary; School School School.

While focusing on my studies, I still wonder how I managed to train my dk up to a drk in maple.

Then there came the long awaited MARCH HOLIDAYS. On the 1st weekend of the ephmeral 'holiday', watched the LOTR Trilogy at home with my mom. (What can I say? I got bored.)

Something miraculously amazing happened, too. Got a shock when my dad pretended to be a genie & grant 1 wish of mine & my sis's. I knew what he was referring to-the IT Fair. & so we had an endless discussion about how I should start behaving after I get my laptop. I decided to get an ASUS Gaming laptop. Browsed through the papers & found 4 good ASUS laptop deals. Ended up choosing the 16 inch LCD screen one, 4.00 GB Ram. Price? I'm not a fan of gossiping
bout' who's got the most expensive luxury technology boasts, but I'd say my new lappy's pretty right on when it comes to performance. What's more, my new toy seemed like it was destined for me. After all, it was the LAST ONE IN STOCK. My dad even had to collect it from Suntec again on the following day, Sunday, instead of that saturday itself as it was the very last one there happened to be. On The 15th of March, I got my very first PERSONAL Laptop.(Gee, If i can recall correctly, that would be the same date I got my onyx electric guitar! xD) I can't express my ebullience... Maybe I don't know how to express it. All I can say is, Thanks Dad. I won't let you & Ma down. =)

If you were wondering what my sis got, well it was peanuts compared to what I got; a headset. I feel kinda guilty to have gotten something far better than her, but again, I'm just glad she's also gotten the musical instrument of her dreams- a violin., a month or so ago. hahas.I must admit how shocked I was to find out the true amplitude of a cordless violin- ******* LOUD LA!I guess now my electric guitar'll have something to strum for... Once more. Heh.

March holidays for me seemed longer than usual, I did not attend school on the last 2 days before the march hols anyway, & that meant no report book. Had my parents seen that book from hell before the IT fair ended, there'd been a good chance I wouldn't have even been able to be usin' it right now. Oh well, Past's Past. Looking forward & getting your priorities straight'd be the best solution. No point harping over the past. From after the March Holidays onward, I'm channeling all my focus into my slackening academics, though it would take extra motivation to get that old drive of mine back; the unparalleled light of determination, faith & hope.

Back to the topic on how I spent my march holidays.

- Whole sec 4 lvl had to sit for a mother tongue MOCK EXAM. On the 1st day, to add. Horrible enough?

Up till now, it's impossible for me to ever regret buying Gears of War 2. I can only regret not buying the LIMITED EDITION VERSION, getting the mundane copy instead. =(

- Went to Changi Airport's Swensens to treat my cousin after she got her poly-end results. hahah.

I think ya'll be damn right if ya think my post is getting far too long & draggy. In a way, my hair shares a distinct similarity with my blog's posts-both of em' are long & think, yet rich & stylish =x (Ok, sorry for being a tad arrogant).

I'll end here with a video of the Gears of War Cutscene I simply can;t get enough of + some recent photos.