03:56


Last Thursday I went to collect my pre-ordered schoolbooks & items.
Immediately after purchasing them, I went to alter my school pants with my mom.
Those extremely baggy & loose pants were getting on my nerves when they became prone to dropping off any minute without a belt on.
Also, I realized that I had practically shrunk. In size.
My aunt even complimented me on that when I went to my grandparents's house to get the dishes my grandma prepared for my family, as my new maid wasn't much of a cook.(although she's forced to learn how to sooner or later, she's PAID for her job.)
Went to Tampines Mall to get my shoes for school at converse later on.

An then the following day, Friday, I got up early but dozed off again soon after.
When I got up, it was about time I headed to Masjid Al-Istighfar for my Friday Prayers.
After Friday Prayers, my mom & sis came to fetch me & we were off to the airport to send 2 of my cousins, paternal grandmom & their maid off.
They were going to Jakarta earlier & would meet us there on Monday when we would be arriving.
Had a very late lunch with Uncle & Busu & my adorable baby cousins Zia & Zara at T2's Burger King, after taking a ride in the skytrain from t3 where we sent them off.
My mom blanjah-ed all of us the lunch, & even bought a small gift for my baby cousins - A windspin-wheel thingamajig.
My gosh, they treated it as though it was a sparkly diamond.

=.= I got bored of writing in my usual continuous form, thus the change. Don't worry, there'll still be a bit more drama left in this post...

"When a girl glances at you, she wants you to look at her & smile :)"

Ever come across such a 'theory'? I'm the kind who actually reads my mail but never forwards it, so I'm familiar with most of the junk I've been receiving.

Well, that Thursday in the converse shop, while I was engrossed searching for a decent pair of white sneakers, I noticed the salesgirl, presumably 16, glancing at me. I looked away, ignoring her. I only started to feel weird when I caught her glancing at me twice as I was choosing a pencil case to buy. It wasn't a blatant stare, I assure you. It was a short glance accompanied by a slight smile. & Then she turned away, somehow shy I would see. I merely pretended that I wasn't looking, my long fringe concealing my gaze. So yeah, the 3rd time she glanced at me, I finally looked up and caught her glancing at me. Curious to see if the theory was true somehow or rather, I took the first step out of my usual rather diffident demeanor & made eye contact with her, smiling as I gazed past her hazel eyes. =.= Okay now I'm sounding like a love-struck sappy romance novelist. Ugh. Putrid. =P

Anyway, she smiled back sincerely, seemingly happy, & blushed a scarlet red as I said Hi to her. Mom & sis were there as well, & they said she was checking me out? Wdf. Never have I experienced such a thing -.- My silly step toward being more extroverted proved so far that the theory was, in a way, correct.

After that, I had this weird feeling & left the shop with what I wanted-The 2 pairs of schoolshoes, & more self-confidence, & what I didn't want-A badly chosen pencil case for next year which was too small. -.-

The next day Friday, a similar incident occured. I almost bumped into a young lady as I was walking around a corner in T3. I got a shock as I almost bumped into her; I was rather absorbed in listening to songs on my iPod while walking making a trip to the loo. I remember yelling "OH MY WORD" out aloud, perhaps due to my extreme shock; imagine walking while swtiching tracks on your music player & then some babe just appears in your path as you're still making your way to a toilet O_O. I was extremely embarrassed by my "OH MY WORD" that I yelped in shock. I apologized 3 times & said something that was uttered mindlessly, "Sorry if I hurt your delicate ears.". She giggled & said, "Don't worry, I listen to screamo everyday... & sorry if I startled you." Hahahah. We pardoned each other as we smiled at each other like idiots for a few seconds.

Although most of you extroverts already know what its like & will call me silly for being overly concious about this matter, but to me its a big step to being more gragarious from what I used to be-the diffident, quiet, introverted, & modest yound lad.People won't know you unless you let them know, wisely or frivolously. These 2 experiences have certainly sorta 'inspired' me to be more extroverted myself. I guess I'll slowly be working on the self-confidence that I'm hoping to exude in a good fashion. Although not all people seem to be friendly or polite, you can be happy about those who are though! :D


P.S O.o THIS WAS THE WACKIEST WEEK I'VE HAD SINCE GOD KNOWS WHEN! o.O


11:31 PM .

09:11


How to Play?

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

No cheating!

How are you feeling today? Dead! (LOL)
Will you get far in life? The Best Is Yet To Come (oooh..)
How do your friends see you? Wonderboy (lalalala)
Will you get married? My Heroine ( x) )
What is your best friend's theme song? Kyle's mom's a Bitch (ROFLMFAO)
What is the story of your life? Grand Theft Autumn (okay..)
What was high school like? Highway to Hell (Absolutely.)
How can you get ahead in life? Stay The Same (Maybe..)
What's the best thing about your friends? You (HAHAHAHA)
What's in store for this weekend? The Crows Are Coming For Us (Geez..)
Describe your grandparents. Cat & Mouse (WTF!)
How's your life going? Everyday I Love You Less And Less (Love who? o.O)
What song will they play at your funeral? Afterlife (Swell)
How does the world see you? Creepy Guy At Work (wdf???)
Will you have a happy life? Hearts Burst Into Fire (@_@)
Do people secretly lust after you? I'm in Heaven When You Kiss Me(Heaven When You Kiss Me)(ZOMG)
How can you make yourself happy? When You Look Me In The Eyes (>.<)
What should you do with your life? The Internet Is For Porn (8==p)
What does your mum think of you? Sk8er Boy (Plain stupid =_=)
What is your deep, dark secret? Dirty Little Secret (w/e)
What is your mortal enemy's theme song? Congratulations, I Hate You (Hmm..)
What's your personality like? Smooth Criminal (Booyah!)
What song will be played at your wedding? Until The Day I Die (Oh, Great.)



Oh & one thing. I did NOT cheat. Kekekekeke :D


9:32 PM .

08:34


I'll be leaving for Jakarta on the 1st of December, while my parents'll be going to Mecca as Pilgrims on the 3rd. I can't wait! Although Jakarta ain't as advanced as many other holiday destinations, it has its charms, believe me, I've been there twice before, once in 2004 & once last year. The main thing there for me would be fishing & shopping, aside from basking in my uncle's pool in the backyard of his colossal bungalow. The untouched natural environment there is spectacular as well. If you visit the rural areas of the country, you'd find beauty as defined by nature. Although you'd have to be really cautious with what goes into your stomach there; such insanitary conditions are rather hostile to your insides.

I'll be spending a dozen days in the country, roaming megamalls 5 times the size of even the biggest malls we have here & admiring the beauty nature has to offer around the countryside. I'm really looking forward to going fishing there as well, be it from a boat or by a jetty or dock. Its been quite a while since I've laid a finger on my fishing gear. The best part about going overseas is if you're going overseas accompanied by your entire family, or a whole group of buddies. I doubt it'd be even half as much fun going there unaccompanied.

People'd usually be stuffing their faces with glorious food during a vacation, but I'll be doing the opposite. Since most of the restaurants that aren't fast food restaurants there serve dishes that are to be consumed together with rice, I'll only be eating those dishes, without any rice whatsoever. I've made a pact with the staple food product never to sink my teeth into them. Ever.

Off the topic, I'm currently in desperate need of mesos in Maplestory. Unfortunately, no one is selling any now. I guess I'll just have to wait till after my trip for either Limcy or Jiayang to strike it rich, & hopefully be able to sell me some virtual money =_= The very best of luck to them with their sales. I hope you'll be able to earn more mesos(for the sake of selling them to me HAHA) As for my dk, I'm not concerned about training it now; its in such a crippled state after the hacking incident that I look at my damage & just click the 'quit game' button. Impatiently waiting for someone to sell mesos to me, preferably at a range of 30cents to 50cents per million mesos.

Regarding my studies, I'd say I've been catching up on my mediocre math while learning new stuff that I'm keen gaining the knowledge on by googling them or wiki-ing them. I haven't been doing much for pure chemistry, though. The thought of those sickening equations just puts me off. I'm getting along quite well with pure physics, though; biophysics is really intriguing. As for SS, JUST READ THOSE GODDAMN NEWSPAPERS. For history, I just think about Hitler & the next thing I know, I'm reading up about WW2 on the web. English. ENGLISH??? Just keep reading stuff & picking up words & using them CORRECTLY, duh. Pronunciation has never been much of a problem for me.I mean, what can I say? 90% of the people I know pronounce the word 'halo' as 'hullo' or some other wacked up shit. No offence, but it's quite true. I pronounced 'halo' precisely as what it is the 1st time I came across the word. Ahahaha, self-praising, everyone does a bit of it sometimes.(well there are those who do it every bit of their lives) I guess my proper pronunciation in English makes up for my poor one in my mother tongue =_=

Oke Doke, I'm off to maple to mess around with the pirate I created to play for fun.

Au Revoir.


9:06 AM .

06:13


Last night was brilliant, my family & I celebrated my grandad's 78th B'day.. at Swensens again. =_= My 2 aunts & cousins waited for our arrival with my maternal grandparents. It was supposed to be a surprise for them, since they didn't think the whole family(okay, maybe most of the family) would be present. Anyways, they sure were jubilated seeing so many of us there to celebrate granddaddy's b'day, & so we got seated & started to order. Like I mentioned in an earlier post, most of us just never get sick of Swensen's fish&chips. I got sick of its rather bland taste after eating it on countless previous occasions. We chit-chatted merrily amongst ourselves & had a ball of a time.

07:03


I'm kinda bored nowadays just waiting for my trip to Jakarta on the 1st of dec. This is exactly the period when you start to feel that the holiday is finally starting pass very swiftly, & it isn't very nice if you know you're unprepared for the upcoming events like that report you're supposed to complete by the time the school term starts. However, this is also the time when you'll possess the sudden urge to return to old games or stuff you used to do just to kill time during the old days. For me, its mapling again +_+ I must admit, that game is extremely addicting once you know what fun there is to it already. Although I've been keeping up with my schedule, balancing work, leisure & excercise, I'm still feeling a tad outta place, probably due to my poor sleeping habits & the extremely bedraggled condition my house is in right now. I feel guilty seeing those scraps of tissue paper & snack wrappers lying all over the place, tiny ants scurrying from the little crevices in the concrete walls readily attacking every sweet product in their path. Books & unused pieces of paper left in abandon, my house currently seems like an office where the only thing people do all day is sign their paperwork. I'm drowning in decade-old novels, stinking textbooks & sticky sweet wrappers, most of which weren't my doing. That is perhaps the cause of my irritability these days; my own mother & sibling who can't even organize their heaps of books & papers of all sorts.

Being a procrastinator, I'm currently making a desperate attempt to complete the mounds of tuition homework I should've finished upon receiving instead of delaying until the last day before the next tuition session.

The amount of homework my current math tutor dishes out is comparable to what Mrs Chew gives us only when she is in her most sinister mood.

I guess I'll be chionging my homework for now, hopefully successful in completing it by 9-ish, & I'll be headed to the park sometime in the evening for the essential excercise everyone needs. Oh well, at least I finally seem to be slowly getting my regular sleep back, the usual 10pm/12am-6am. I guess that's the only good thing you get from a sleep disorder. The ability to only require 6 hours of sleep to be near entirely rejuvenated in the morning instead of the previous 8. Nothing to be THAT jubilated about though, I'm only reassuring myself; I've only had success over a single day -__-

I'll be busy forcing myself to end the torment of having to do my homework at an even later time & will be mapling for a bit upon completing this heap of currently meaningless mathematical equations which are pretty much useless to me now.


7:36 AM .

08:28


It's affirmative that I've been suffering from some sort of sleep disorder for quite some time now; it can't be short-term Insomnia, since it's been going on since my grades in school avalanched. It might be a sufferer of Chronic Insomnia or Narcolepsy, or Advanced Sleep Phase Disorder, but I'm just guessing. My regular sleeps' totally disrupted, & I'm able to stand a day or two easy without sleep, but will go into a deep sleep for the next one or two days, which I don't think is very normal. The time I actually go to sleep now greatly varies; I can sleep at 1pm & awake at 2am or sleep at 5pm & awake at 8am.trangely, although I've not been having sufficient & regular, proper sleep for quite some time now, maybe even since last year, I've only just recently gotten eyebags. I used to only get think, eyeliner-like dark lines under & around my eyes when I lack sleep, but now eyebags have suddenly developed, & seem quite bad.


Dang Eyebags.

I've gotta alter & improve on my sleep patterns before school kicks off next year. Next year is my 'O' Level year, I can't afford to screw up like I did this year. I've come to a conclusion that my serious sleep disorder was undoubtedly the primary reason as to my mediocre & pathetic performance in school this year.Tuition & revision wouldn't help very much if I lack proper sleep. I desperately need to see to this & ensure that I get my regular sleep back if I ever wanna focus in school & other activities.

The effects of sleep disorders include:
-Inability to Focus when at Work
-Lack of concentration during when awake, usually during the day
-Vivid hallucinations before & after sleep
-Impaired memory
-Low productivity
-Occasional phantasms during the daytime
-Fatigue

I've bagged all of em'! =O


8:52 AM .

07:08


I made a visit to Pasir Ris Park earlier this morning with my parents after not having visited it for quite awhile. Since my parents are going for their pilgrimage in the coming week, they saw this as an opportunity to build up on their stamina for the hot desert regions of Saudi Arabia. I decided to tag along, & thus ww walked at a fast pace with the occasional jog from one end of the park to another & back again; a total of 7km. Despite not having slept at all the previous night, I fonally got out & into the outdoors for a tan. We could have left the house much earlier & just walked down from Pasir Ris Terrace to Carpark E of Pasir Ris Park, but were delayed because of my new maid, who is quite obtuse, sorry to say, & thus we started off at about 8:45 am -.- My mom was very naggy during some points of the long morning walk in the park, that my dad continued on ahead of us, leaving my mom & I far behind. I made a mistake walking with my mom twice, I guess =_= I should've concentrated on the walk & ignored my overly chatty mom who couldn't control her mouth that morning.She was in a bizarre-moodswing-kind-of mood, & I didn't like one bit of it. Ending our 7km walk, I bought 3 bottles of h-two-o for myself & my parents. I presume some people just don't know hygiene when they have a trio of cats sitting their asses on the counter where you purchase your drinks & snacks. I found the small shack where the drinks & snacks were sold rather disgusting; it was in a really bedraggled condition. The corpulent owner looked as though he hadn't had a bath in years. & so we had our isotonic cold drinks, gulping them down in record timing. Another thing I'd love to bring up about couples at the park; they just CAN'T KEEP THEIR HANDS TO THEMSELVES. Everytime I go there, there will be couples doing hanky panky here & there. Should I be complaining? Or enjoying the free show? That can be determined by whether the couple was an old one or a young one HAHAHAHA. Well thankfully most of em' are young couples, otherwise I wouldn't dare venture the park that often. =.=


It's a Footpath, & yet ...

There's a 15 km/h speed limit. =_=

It's just a shame the footpath sign had to be too far away from this sign 15 km/h speed limit sign facing the footpath to have been caught on camera. Believe it or not, the speed limit sign was for the footpath, it was facing the footpath. I believe the fastest human runner outran a horse, but even athletes in tip top condition find running a constant 15 km/h tough, I bet. If they wanted to put up signs, they should've put them up facing the correct paths. If this was set up for a bicycle path, that'd be very normal. Either they were crazy enough to even set up speed limit signs for people walking, or they were merely plain stupid.

Aside from that, I'm glad that the hordes of people who used to arrive at the beach in waves seem to have lessened by a significant amount; the beach seems to be alot cleaner compared to when it was reported unsafe to swim in due to the harmful intoxicated saltwater, caused by filth from the sewers & the mainland. I guess that the more people there are who invade the beach = increased pollution there will be on our poor old beach. Due to inconsiderate, irresponsible acts of littering & allowing our children & pets to freely excrete their faeces into the sea,we have ensured the doom of what used to be a majestic ecosystem of marine wildlife. I remember it in its old days; teeming with interesting marine life; porcupine fishes, seahorses, blue spotted stingrays, mud lobsters, etc. Most of that's perished now, & most likely won't return ever again, not with what the Singapore Government's planning now: land reclamation. It ravages the beach's natural environment, resulting in the massacre of rare species of marine flora & fauna in the process. why can't they just accept that Singapore is a tiny country & just deal with it? It's better to preserve the natural beauty which is clearly diminishing rapidly than continue with our destructive acts for more land.

Pardon how mawkish I am about the topic; I have loved the beach & the sea since I was a wee young boy, & seeing the horrid condition it's in now just breaks my heart.

06:24


Had one of the most BORING dinners ever last night. Went to my mom's old school where my sis is currently studying in as well, Tanjong Katong Girls Secondary School. It was peak hour when we left the house, planning to meet up with dad at the school itself, with my mom driving our car. I hadn't the slightest inkling where we were headed to at all at first; I got an immense fright that we were ACTUALLY gonna have to watch a concert & have dinner at my mom's old school, supposedly celebrating TKGS's 55th Anniversary. We got there late due to the busy evening roads, & missed catching at least two thirds of the whole performance. The TKGS hall was where I witnessed a whole bunch of old women, most of them former TKGSians, behave like 10 year olds, noisy with their shrieks of joy. I just stood there trying not to stare in disgust as I saw women in their 50s & 60s yapping incessantly amongst themselves like 17 year olds trapped in 50 or 60 year olds' bodies.

After the applauding just to seem polite in the hall's ceremony, we made our way downstairs for dinner in the schools' canteen. The good thing was that it was way breezier than I had expected it to be there; we sat around the cicrle shaped tables with other former TKGSians; the guys who were present like me felt really out of place; there were so few of us. Well, TKGS is an all-girls school anyways, so yeah. We were served a dish per table EVERY HALF an hour. I was bored to death waiting as dish after dish arrived, & there were about 7 courses of them. My parents chatted jovially with those present at the anniversary, some of them my mom's old friends. I had nothing to do there but glance around while nibbling on the food slowly(& they didn't taste THAT good) while listening to tracks on my iPod.

All in all, it was a rather disappointing experience for me, I had thought that the posh place we were going to have dinner at was somewhere in town, or something, but it turned out to be nowhere else but the basketball court of my mom's old school, also my sis's current school's, having a pitiful meal. At least they remembered to set up a shelter & decorate the area abit; it'd be really weird for us to be having an 80-dollar ticket admission and then have dinner in a BASKETBALL COURT. Perhaps only nutheaded players of the sport'd find that appealing.

Oh well, at least I made my mom happy =_= by accompanying here there along with my dad & sis. I'm glad the only people there weren't oldies; there were those around my age there as well, the current students who also attended, in particular. I was clueless about how my sis felt there; at first she was hesistant about meeting her friends as she felt embarrassed being back in school during the holiday, but the next moment she was giggling convulsively with her group of friends. At least I got to mingle with all the chiobus ~ hehehe just joking.(although there were both nerdy girls & pretty girls there, I must say)

The few things which actually benefitted me albeit in the least of ways was having the privelege of visiting the school itself which was the centre of excellence for English; my only pity was that it just had to be an all female's school. I know, stereotyping right? I don't give a hoot about it. It's not like there're no female engineers or male poets in this world. Anyone can be achieve greatness in their own right. Also, I got to know that Halimah Yaacob & Suzanne Ho were also from TKGS lol! That was certainly interesting news for me. Hmm.. no wonder she could be a newscaster, such fluent english! Maybe I'd be one too, in the future.. a newscaster... hmmmm.....


4:29 PM .

22:54


Ten things about me.
1. Are you single? Yeah.
2. Are you happy about that? Yeah. I just don't think now's the time.
3. Are you bored? Boredom's the reason I'm doing this bloody quiz.
4. Are you sad? Who actually does quizzes when they're on the brink of tears.
5. Are you Italian? Nope.
6. Are you plastic? I ain't plastic, I'm METAL baby.
7. Are you cool? I'm not sure. There are some who think I am though..?
8. Are you Chinese? I've got Chinese blood, along with Malay, Indian, & Portugese blood. Does that make me Chinese??
9. What are you? Stupid question. "I'm God." =_=
Ten Facts
1. Initials A.A.B.A.I
2. Nicknames Dib, Dibby, Bidalicious
3. Birth Place. In a Hospital. I'm just glad I wasn't born in the jungle.
4. Hair colour Jet Black
5. Age 15
6. Eye colour. A Slightly darker hazel
7. Birthday. 10th of June
8. Mood. Thoughtful.
9. Favourite Colours. BLACK & WHITE
10. Left or right handed. Right-handed, partly ambidextrous after learning to write with my left hand during recovery from a crippled arm.
Ten this or that?
1. Love or money? BOTH.
2. Hard liquor or beer? I don't drink or smoke.
3. Cats or dogs? Cats!
4. A few best friends or many regular friends? A few best friends.
5. Television or internet? I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT EITHER OF EM'
6. Pepsi or coke? Coca-Cola
7. Wild night out or a romantic night? Insane night out.
8. Money or happiness? Happiness.
9. Night or day? Dawn.
10. IM or phone? pHoNe
Ten differences in a relationship
1. Smile or eyes? SMILE :)
2. Light or dark hair? I'd like a brunette.
3. Hugs or kisses? Both are welcome.
4. Intelligence or attraction? Balancing those 2 would be better.
5. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship, I'm not a gigolo.
6. Trust or love? Both are of the utmost importance in a relationship.
7. Long distance or short? Who gives a damn. Love can't be travelled.
8. Call or text? Anything.. unless I was deaf or dumb.
9. Older or younger? Younger.
10. Looks or personality? I don't mean to be greedy; can I ask for both again? ><
1. Last phone call you made? To my cousin.
2. Last phone call you received? From my mom (she calls at least several times a day my gawd.)
3. Last person/people you hung out with? My Family.
4. Last person to text you? My Sis.
5. Last person you tickled? My Sis.
6. Last person you IM? My pal Danny.
7. Last person you hugged? My granddad.
8. Last person you slept with? I slept with a THING, which's my fluffy bolster.
9. Last person/people you laughed with? I laughed with a crowd of people, some of whom I didn't even know.
10. Last dream you can remember? Ronald McDonalds' sudden appearance on Judgement day.
Ten people I tag
Danny
Jiayang
Afiqah
Hakeym
Samuel
Ashraf
Adibah
Amos
Aslam
Farah


3:45 PM .

08:29


Similarly, everyone will experience change. One can't & won't stay the same forever, so don't try. Instead, upgrade yourself, & treasure something when you have it, for it too, won't last eternally. Beauty lasts for a limited amount of time, so don't feel wasted when you're finally 45 & then start envying that adonis at the bar or that babe at the beach. You've had your chance, so its just too bad if you didn't make the best out of the opportunity. Although one can't alter himself entirely, cause after all, we're all unique as individuals, we shouldn't take the phrase 'born that way' too abjectly. Some things are just not in our power to change. However, there are those that we can choose to avoid, work hard to change, or overcome. Weaknesses can be turned into strengths, strengths can become weaknesses, depending on how we see things. We don't live forever, life is actually very short. Would you wanna live 20 years of life studying your ass off if you'd die at 25? Probably not. Learning is indeed lifelong, the amount of knowlegde school arms us with is nothing compared to what we can learn when we're interested in expanding our knowledge anytime, anywhere. Learning doesn't take place only within the classroom, but everywhere. As long as we're alive, learning defies age. People are judged by their character, not by their appearance. External beauty is a good thing, Internal beauty is an even better one.

Hahah. I'm bored, thus this random philosophical post I typed out in a hasty finish, just for writing's sake. I didn't even think while I was writing hahah. Well, me being me; I don't require inspirations to write about stuff, I just do things spontaneously.

Wow. I've really gone too far this time. Sleeping at 3pm & waking up at 12am is just way too absurd. My sleeping time's all messed up.

Having you here, I'd sing all day
Your company just takes my breath away
It makes me feel so gay
Just you by my side, here to stay

LOL. omg. That sounds SO WRONG. Hahahahahaha! zZzZ well for those who didn't know, gay also means happy. Sadly, all of us being bloody immature, 1st thing in our minds is OMG HOMOSEXUAL. Oh well, ignorance is bliss. =_=

I've come to realize that love poems are the easiest to write.. perhaps cause love's the most powerful thing we embrace? I'm just saying.

I've been singing alot lately, &.., it's quite becoming my new passion now?? Truly, I think besides laughter being the best medicine, music is too. Like a world without color, I can't imagine a world without music. BORING. Maybe people'd die earlier in a world like that. heh. I don't know whether my singing's good or bad; perhaps cause I'm only courageous enough to sing in the presence of my family, cousins, & maybe a few of my friends I'm really close to. One time though, I didn't realize my sis was on the phone with her friends & started singing aloud. Yeah, really loud.Even though they complimented that I have a nice voice, I felt really embarrassed that I had actually sung infront of strangers. Oh well, at least they liked my singing. Can't imagine if a someone sang really badly & others heard it.That'd be really sad haha.

I've also been going along with my plans for the holiday... catching up with my studies & learning & brushing up on playing songs on my electric guitar. Currently I know how to play different riffs & parts of many songs, but only a couple of songs in full. Haha. Well, there's always room for improvement. Some of the more recent songs I've been trying are Sidewinder by Avenged Sevenfold, The Day That Never Comes by Metallica, Down with the Sickness by Disturbed, You're Not Alone by Saosin, & Some of Greenday's American Idiot. Nearly all of em' metal? Yeah. I've no idea why, but somehow I just prefer playing metal on my electric; perhaps I'm drawn to deep power chords & insane screeches there are to play for metal genre songs.Some people consider this kinda playing rather mindless, but somehow it never fails to deliver that kind of passion. Hahah. PLaying master of puppets by metallica & beast & the harlot by a7x is uber fun! Easy & nice to play lol. What I'm trying to say is that I prefer playing noisy, rock & metal kind of stuff on my electric guitar, compared to slow, soothing tunes. I feel acoustic guitars are way better in delivering music of those sort.

Orite, ending off, I found a Halo 3 montage vid which was kinda amusing to me... since I know some of you are really rotting at home now, here's something that might maybe invert your frown.




11:31 PM .

09:14


If you're one of the many BORED comedy hunters who search for new & original humor like me to amuse yourself online, you'd know who the heck FRED is. Up till now I just can't fathom how people can still say he's better than youtuber makemebad35, a.k.a Damian. Both have been making their own mildly(or madly) amusing videos & uploading them on youtube, gaining rapid popularity within the youtube committee over the past year. However, Damian was on youtube posting his own videos way before Fred even came into the picture, & yet somehow Fred's silly gaytard videos most of which showcasing his whiny & infantile tantrums have actually managed to catch some folks' eyes. I must admit that a few of Damian's vids might also be very LAME or CHILDISH for you SERIOUS peeps, but I'd rather support Damian, particularly after he was interviewed & he made those videos as practice for what he intended to pursue in the future-film directory, whereas Fred merely copied Damian's style of being humourous on youtube just to grab attention & fame. To me, that is less honorable than what Damian's trying to achieve, that is his aspiration as a film director or future comedian. Even though some of you overly sensitive folks might find Damian's vids too crude or vulgar, at least they're not gay or whiny like Fred's. One can see that Damian is sincere in his vid-making from his interviews, whereas Fred is merely doing it to make himself more known. Anyways, enough talk, here is one of Damian(makemebad35)'s vids which shows how he's the real deal when it comes to INSANE vids on youtube, not that gaytard Fred who relies solely on making his voice higher with a software to make it sound funny.STOP COPYING THE INSANITY OFF OF DAMIAN, FRED!!!

The vid below is obviously a parodied Interview he made alone, Not the serious one I mentioned about :)

makemebad35 is also known as Jimmy or Damian.




9:17 PM .

08:02


Amazing Bunch Of Games. Will Only Be Getting 2, unfortunately. =(

08:06


Mwahahahaha. Attended Danny's joyous b'day party yesterday. Arrived at Eastvale Condominium at around half past four in the evening to find Jiayang loitering around the playground. Soon I found myself in Danny's bedroom watching gengting own guang in a 2D fighting game with his spasm clicking ps2 technique(literally). Oh, Danny's poor ps2 controller. I don't know how but moments later I was forced into getting some ice cubes for the party from cheers. Danny said he 'needs me the most for this' -.- I should've replied that I'm not as strong as I used to be due to my crippled, twisted, shattered, & dislocated right elbow. Maybe that'd see me some pity. Jiayang & I helped to carry the ice across the road.(some drama la..) The journey was much more of a hassle than I had expected; my shoelaces somehow untied themselves, & I had to carry 2 bags containing melting ice while jaywalking across the busy road. Ah, heck. I was to glad to help the b'day boy.The Potato, Gengting, & Guang came down from Danny's apartment shortly after, & we decided to get ourselves some drinks before finding a table by the poolside. In just about 5 minutes, The Potato, Daren, Samuel, Gengting, & myself were already talking cock, & we guffawed rowdily as we joked. The main topic of discussion was entirely about Danny's suggestive tee, with the word DICKIES in capital alphabets, big & clear in the middle of his milk coloured shirt. Because of his shirt, which Danny wore maybe to attract attention, we decided to call him DICKIES for the rest of the Sunday. Jiayang & guang sat with the girls at another table, & Izwandi arrived just as soon as DICKIES served us the bbq chicken wings. Izwandi sat at Jiayang's table with the girls for awhile before coming over to our table. Ziyang arrived late & followed Jiayang, Guang & some of the girls to get more ice. I heard that Seraphina lost her handphone along the way, but managed to find it with some of our friends' aid. After I helped with the 1st round of the ice cube collection, I decided to be lazy & stay put at my table for as long as possible, entertaining peeps with whatever nonsense i could think of, & apparently, with the help of Daren, Samuel & Potato, that became a success; I stayed put at my table till it was time for DICKIES to cut his b'day cake. When we went inside the room by the pool singing the various versions of happy birthday songs for danny while he cut the cake, it was so crowded I even felt it hard to adjust the hat I was wearing when I realized that it was coming off. I stood right next to my pal DICKIES as he cut his birthday cake SO SLOWLY we had to sing him at least 5 b'day songs before it was over & done. I laughed because at one point, only 1 person could be heard singing an alternate version of the birthday song hahas. We applauded, & after which, the time for us to get back to our respective table congregations arrived-the photo-taking session was too soon that we just had to scoot before even a single flash could capture anything.It was quite dark by the time we were done eating our small slices of DICKIES' b'day cake, & we sat by the poolside yapping nonstop with each other for company's sake. Guang had went home earlier at 7pm to celebrate his own b'day, & we all wished him happy b'day at the same time via sms. The topics we talked about varied; some of us were on with our dota/maple crap, others were just laughing their hearts out, some were in a world of their own daydreaming, & others just enjoyed the ambience & listened to the noise around them; a concoction of insane giggles, sarcastic gasps & shameless whispers. I noticed that many of us sported white or yellow to the party, with the occasional soul in grey or blue. Only guang was wearing black, as I can remember.About our attire; I KNOW, OKAY, I WAS A WEE BIT OVER-DRESSED.More than several of my buddies there were commenting on my matching beige hat & coat. If I'm not mistaken, here's what some of their reactions were, in the order said or done:

Zafran & Syafiq: "Chey, smart seh!"
Gengting: "HAHAHAHA"
Jonathan Chua(a.k.a The Potato): "Dude, I want your hat"
Daren: "Adib, gimme your hat, I wan play!"
Weiguang: He was walking around wearing my hat.
Weiguang: "Cool."
Clinton: He attempted to take the hat off of my head.
Seraphina: "Adib, nice."
Jiayang: Said something in chinese about the nice clothes the guy infront of him was wearing to a big bunch of greenviewans, mostly to those who were from 3e1 & 3e2.(obviously me.)
Samuel: "Adib wear the hat look like detective, potato wear look like upside down frying pan."
Ziyang: "Doode, lend me, I wanna wear."
Gengting: "LOL Adib you walk with your cap like that look like blind man."
Danny: "I see a Sherlock Holmes."
Potato: Wore it for quite some time, & thus my uber-thick & wavy hair was exposed.
Potato: Made some Mr.Ng-like afro hairdo using my hat
Jiayang: "Detective."
Gengting: "Show me your C.I.D card"
Ziyang: "Eh take off your jacket la, I wan try wear with your hat."

Wow. I had no idea a hat could invite so many praises(well a couple of them were not praises, mind you); I should wear it more often, along with my coat. :)

Some of the jokes there were rather offensive, while others were healthy fun. An example of an offensive jokes was when Daren kept chuckling at the few topless fat guys with conspicuous pot bellies in the pool really loud & obviously. An example of a lame joke by me which made everyone who heard it then roar with laughter was when DICKIES served us some satay, & since DICKIES didn't give me an answer whether the satay were halal or not, I acted a fool & asked the satay, "Hey, are you HALAL??? I beg your pardon, can you hear me, ARE YOU HALAL?????" in a funny american accent. Gengting was super quiet when we were talking amongst ourselves in the big group, with a good number of people he wasn't quite familiar with. That wasn't the case, however, when we adjourned to Ehub, where he suddenly kept saying alot of the word 'stupid'. A hopeful Jiayang was to get something to munch on, but DICKIES ended up saying we went there just to go to the toilet, & not a single restaurant was there left to satisfy Jiayang's hunger. & so, we bid half of our group of friends farewell as they went home, & me, Izwandi, Gengting & Ziyang walked home after listening to some songs & spending the last bit of the day with our great pal, DICKIES. Jiayang was pretty upset that Danny did not take care of his food needs LOL.I'm kinda sad that all the manic laughter kept me busy the whole party, & thus I forgot to take even a single photo. =( Oh, whatever. The experience was more than I could ever ask for.

I gave the b'day boy 10 bucks as his 'first present' & promised to get him something else as well later on cause I hadn't the time to shop for a gift for him now.

In the end, we perspired alot walking home since Ziyang's mom wanted him to be home by 11pm. His mom would lock the door if he wasn't back by then LOL. Shattered the near-midnight silence with some music from our phones & parted ways at elias mall; Ziyang was still up for having supper at macs despite it already being past 11, & I thought I had heard him mention that he was already "too full". Oh well, the things even the slightest excercise does to a person. I was too drained to hike up the hill to my terrace, so I phoned home & asked whether my mom or dad could fetch me from elias road, which was only down the hill lol. Surprisingly, my dad, ill with the flu, actually got out of bed to fetch me from where I was; less than a kilometre away from home. I'm thankful for having such a caring father.

Gah, my eyes feel as though they're about to pop out & drop off now; I've been up since the time I arrived home from DICKIES' party at about half past 11 before midnight, & I stayed up with my xbox. I can't believe I actually completed Halo 3's campaign on Heroic difficulty overnight; does that make me a hardcore gamer? Lol. I must admit I'm finally starting to feel drowzy, after all, my sleeping time for the hols now is completely altered; its usually from 9am till 5pm for now.. but I have to improve on my sleeping habits eventually... or I'll never be able to focus on anything when the sun is up.

Before I end off, I would like to wish my maid who has went back to her hometown & whom we probably won't be seeing again, all the best in everything you do, we thank you for serving us for the past 3 years, it has been a good experience for both; & I do hope you'll forgive us for all our wrongdoings & injustice towards you in the past.

Okay, I'm off(to bed now), Morning Everyone! =D
*(AHhhHhhHhhhHhHhhHHhHHH AT LAST I'M DONE CHIONGING THIS POST)
Thank God.


9:48 AM .

02:26


Over the past few days, I've been behaving quite incongruously with my quirky idiosyncracies, perhaps due to the overdose of activities & poor sleep I've had. Went out with my cuzzies AGAIN on Friday evening to have lunch at Burger King. AGAIN, my mom was the one who pretty much planned the whole thing, which didn't turn out to be good for much. After lunch we were supposed to head straight back home & not vary our route whatsoever, but my mom made sure that that never happened. Upon turning into Pasir Ris from one of the most-went by exits along the expressway, I have no inkling what went on in my mom's head, but we went straight instead of turning left, missing our exit. Mom said she was "pranking" us, but I knew what was really going on when we missed another 4 more exits we should've taken; mom obviously either was too hyper or lacked sleep. The next thing we knew, we were heading to Hougang. Bored, we did lots of ridiculous stuff in the car, pulling prank calls & taking dorky pictures as we went. Since SOMEBODY had to take a leak, we stopped by my sis' school, TKGS, & wasted half an hour there waiting in the car, trying to amuse ourselves for a little while. My sis wasn't in her 'gila' mood then cause she was embarrassed someone who knew her in her school would see. We teased Iqbal as he "went out of the car to get some air" & insinuated that the pious lad was actually peeking at girls outside. Ultimately, even though we could've avoided wasting a good 2 hours unintentionally sidetracking, it was a fun experience nonetheless. I bonded with my family even more(or less) during the long day. In the end, we arived home at dusk.

16:46


Yesterday was one of the more enjoyable days this year had to offer; went to changi airport's Swensens with my cousins, Ashraf, Iqbal & Adibah, & my mom & sis. It feels a tad weird when teens like us go out with a middle-aged adult, but since my mom is a teacher who deals with students our age herself, the outing went quite well. We got along just fine together, cracking jokes(some not even funny) along the way. Swensens must make a great deal of profit from their fish&chips, since everyone seems to be ordering just that EVERY SINGLE TIME I go there.


A Pic we hesistantly "posed" for at Swensens.

The Emo, The Chicken, & The Cleric. (Very BLURRY, I know, I'm able to see that for myself)


Please pardon how retarded we looked, we had just accomplished the forced task of having to gobble up every single morsel of food; felt like we were about to explode.

After dinner & some ice cream, we adjourned to the Times Bookstore on the 2nd level of T2. Wasted a good half an hour there trying to find a present for my Granddad's upcoming birthday.The cousins & I had some laughs looking at small gifts we "should" give our friends for their respective birthdays. One of them made me laugh. The card read, "Happy Bithday, Sweet LITTLE Thing". Notice how I've highlighted the word little in bold. That'd be such a perfect present for a certain someone I know, who is LITTLE but isn't sweet at all. I wonder which of the words, sweet or little would agitate him more, due to his ego of gargantuan proportions.Ah, that aside, I'll continue with my post.

Even after that very filling meal at Swensens, a couple of us intended on going to the Coffee Bean for some cool ice-blendeds. Everyone had a beverage that was either chocolate or coffee-based except me.I had the ice-blended berry smoothie or something like that. We discussed about how we would insert photos into the standing family tree with hanging frames for the photographs we got for Granddad as his birthday present while taking small sips from our delightful drinks. My mom talked about some rather sensitive & solemn topics(maybe sensitive & solemn to us but not to them since middle-aged adult minds work differently from ours) which silenced everyone. Heh. I guess she's good at adding to the tension instead of breaking the ice during conversations, particularly during group discussions.In the end, all of my cuzzies decided to sleep over at my house, since it was getting late. We played some xbox when we got back, albeit how fatigued we were after our little outing. My sis immediately fell asleep, so too bad for Adibah. We prank-called Adibah's "friend" who had kept prank-calling her, as revenge. The idiot kept answering our calls; we dialled his number & when he answered it, we played ridiculous songs to prank him; barney's song, the power rangers' theme, & rick roll are a few examples.It's pretty wicked prank-calling people when it's 2am in the morning; prank-calling is so much fun until you actually get caught for it.

Iqbal & I played a bit of Halo 3 before hitting the sack at around 4am. As a result, I got up 2 hours late for my tuition which was supposed to be at 10am. Knowing that it was kinda pointless to continue with tuition today, I apologized to my tutor via sms & went straight back to sleep. My sleep was disturbed at least a dozen times by smses & phone calls from various peeps, in particular my mom.She kept on calling me to wake up & get ready for tuition arranged to be at 1pm, since I overslept. I glanced at my clock; it was already 12:30pm. Irritable & sleepy, I decided to shut the world out & went into my "deep sleep" mode. When I felt that the coast was clear, I checked my caller ID, & here are the list of people who phoned/smsed me:

My tutor(10:45am)
My mom(called at least several times)
Adibah's prank-caller
An unknown number 91757863

Before I decided to go to sleep again, my dad phoned me & asked me to go for tuition as well, and said he was right in the middle of a meeting -.- If he was, why would he go through all that trouble just to wake me up for tuition? I know he's my dad, but it was already nearly 1pm.Just when I thought that I was in deep shit with my folks for not attending tuition today, my mom phoned me & told me that tuition today would be cancelled & left for tomorrow, since my tutor couldn't make it today.I apologized countless times, & I was sincere. I mean, I haven't slept for 2 whole days previously.Even guys need their beauty sleep, I guess. In the end I, hibernated through most of today, & despite numerous other UTTERLY ANNOYING wake-up calls from my maid, my sis & my mom, I managed to have a few more hours of significant sleep & awoke at 5pm.

Avoided Conflict.

I thank Ashraf, Iqbal & Adibah for their company yesterday.(although Adibah & Iqbal are currently still here at my house, eating pizza we just ordered -.-)It truly made my day, if not my
entire week!


6:05 PM .

16:59


Hmm... I got tagged by both Chear & Iskandar, so I guess I've no choice but to answer this list of questions. :D

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?- C'mon, would you tell your MOM how you & your girlfriend kissed at the movies?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?- Absolutely not. I think Hawaii would sink if I ever turned GAY.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?- Only the part when you get to mingle with your friends & get to know more people.

4. What is your current dream job?- A psychologist. So I can read peoples' thoughts.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?- My best friend is a guy, so that'd be an absolute NO.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?- Being loved, coz it's kinda sad if you love someone and they don't love you back.

7. Will you forgive the person who had played around with your feelings?- If I knew that person to be immature by nature, I would.

8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?- I think I'd melt on the spot.

9. Is there anything that made you extremely angry?- When my neighboors' dog wouldn't stop barking.

10. What takes up most of your time?- For now, it's SLEEPING & Xbox-ing.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?- A 25 year old man who has mastered the art of fluent english speech.

12. Who is/are currently the most important person/people to you?- Definitely my Family :)

13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?- Too aplenty to list, but getting to heaven in the afterlife is the top priority. I'd say Love, Companionship, Inspiration, Health, & Wealth. NOT FORGETTING MUSIC. Life would've been renamed as 'Boring' had music never existed.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?- I'll never know until I'm actually engaged to someone =_=

15. What your favourite colour?- BLACK (I'm not black, though.)

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?- Depends on whether it's worth giving it my all.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?- I'm not fickle. The chances of that happening are low. ..chey hahas xD

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?- I'll try my best to forgive, but I'll never forget.

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?- Perchance, depending on whether I've plucked up all of my courage to do so or not.

20. The 5 peeps I'm gonna tag from here are probably:
1)Izwandi
2)Danny
3)Jiayang
4)Potato
5)Afiqah

Ahhhhh.... I've the sudden hankering for ICE-CREAM!
HAHAHAHAH speaking of which, I remember my Mom calling sweet delicacies 'SINFUL' coz of how fattening they are. Whatever, as long as I know my boundaries, anything is fine.

Since Ice-cream is much much much MUCH more tantalizing than blogging, I'm gonna stop here to fetch myself a few scoops of chocolate ice cream.

Nighty Night All.


1:01 AM .

Con'td..

11:18 AM .


Gosh, I'm wondering whether I should call myself an owl or a zombie. Perhaps I'll call myself an owl, since even after staying up endless nights, I've developed no eyebags at all, to my utmost delight.I haven't got any sleep for the last couple of days which is starting to make me believe that I'm suffering from "Holiday-Term" Insomnia, since I'm still wide awake right now, despite not sleeping for at last 49 hours.I spent nearly the entire night looking through some old photos, singing along to my favourite songs.

Looking through my old photos, I'm amazed at how much I've changed over the years... well, physically at least.That's quite expected; after all, I went down about 20kg & up about 20cm since my last days in primary school.I don't even look like the old me anymore at all!No wonder even all of my old buddies fail to recognize me when I see them around the neighbourhood nowadays.

This is a pic of me taken about a month ago... Current stuff.



& Here the following OLD photos are, only a tiny portion of the many pics taken donkey years ago.


Me in primary one. Don't question the background, I know it sucks.(& I know I was oversized for a P.1 kid.)

Big Bosses.

I think sis looked better back then. Heh. I'm so mean. Sorry sis, I just HAD to include this x) You WERE too cute.

Pasir Ris beach back in its glory days during neap tide, exposing more of the shore; before they ever decided to reclaim land there, thus its ruin.

My most adored Pet Rabbit, Cornflake, 2 years old in this picture, who Departed Peacefully on the 5th of November 2008. He lived for about 6 years.

Football at its Finest. LOL

Acting as though swings were only just invented ~

They kinda looked like characters from an Anime to me O_O

Mafias gathering in my backyard. illegal gambling. xP


Reminiscing the good ol' times, my childhood was definitely full of smiles, unlike now. However, I still prefer my life now. These are old. REALLY OLD. hahas.

Astalavista.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

18:01


Hola! Today I'm gonna share something hilarious which was all over the media recently, & since I've not been blogging about this earlier this november, I think I'd share with all who've not been aware of this. Although most of you who actually bother about current affairs would definitely have heard this, I'll just post this video which I came across a week ago.

This is a recording of how Sarah Palin, who was with McCain running for Vice President, got pranked(rather badly) by 2 comedians. Her conversation with 'Nicolas Sarkozy' proves how America dodged a bullet by not having McCain as their 44th president, otherwise they'd have a complete BIMBO as their Vice President.Quite scary having such a shallow thinker leading your country hahah.

PALIN GOT PRANKED!!


"Hello Mrs Go-vert-nor!", "I just love killing toes ani-mals! Mm-mm! Take away life! Taht is so fun!", "Except that from my ass, I can see Belgium", are some of the more amusing parts of this prank, apart from when 'Nicolas Sarkozy' talked about his wife in bed.For those who are loyal dogs of McCain & Palin, please, you gotta admit that this was some ridiculous shit.I mean, which kind of French President talks about such puerile topics to other political candidates; his wife in bed even?!? This is real, it IS the actual Palin, & has been featured on CNN as well.I just can;t believe how McCain could've picked such a poor candidate who would fall for such frivolous pranks. Also, just F.Y.I, the french song he wrote for Palin actually meant 'Red Lipstick On A Pig". ROFL. Hilarious. Stupid Americans voted for McCain, Smart Americans voted for Obama, Period.

The 2 comedians, the Justiciers Masques, had been prank-calling many celebrities & political candidates recently & only 2 of them really fell for it. Can you guess?
Obviously, 2 of the greatest bimbos of the modern era, SARAH PALIN & BRITNEY SPEARS!
Alright, I guess I'll be off to laugh at more of Palin's idiocy.

*I have officially become a member of the "PALIN FAN CLUB" since I realized that our dear Sarah didn't know that Africa is a continent, amongst other things.

Adios!

-

Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

19:34


I feel Like letting out all of the intense(maybe abit mawkish) emotion that has been contained, bottled up in me for far too long in this post; This will most likely be my longest, most boring post yet so don't murder me if I'm being very VERY draggy in this post.

Today was a pitifully mundane kinda day for me. To start off, I've just came to notice something; that majority of us teens come across the word 'faggot' sometime in lower sec. We might've picked this word up even earlier on, in fact, depending on when & whom we've heard it from. I've been thinking, in a world where knowledge is very much sought after, this particular word & many other provocative words of this sort might most likely be known by even toddlers one day. Why? Because we humans just have to open our gaps & blab even when we've got nothing important or significant in the least to say. Even in writing, let's say a formal letter; in our anger we might even find ourselves writing a derogatory remark against the receiver & ultimately, end up being accused of writing a defamatory letter against the receiver, & to make matters worse, it's a formal letter. I can provide yet another example of us not knowing how to say things in a tactful manner, thus leading to circumstances which mar our own reputation.

If you do not intend on reading this very nasty section of todays' entry, please don't; I do not wish to spark a debate about the matter as it has already worsened to say much. I feel that I have the right to tell exactly what was going on when i came back to school after my MC for my serious injury. I will never know whether this person I'm ranting on about will ever stumble upon this entry by any chance, but to prove to him that I am not a 'COWARD' or a 'GAY' or even a 'FAGGOT', I'm gonna be a mean son of a bitch & mouth(okay, maybe not mouth, but type) everything to the world & finally enlighten all of those who actually believed his endless amounts of bull. This guy, I could tell, was a petty bastard. He always picked on many of my friends & myself since I even stepped into school's hellgates. However, up till now, the student he finds most pleasure in picking on is unfortunately, me.Recently, after my period of recovering from my crippled right elbow, I had an mc for being excused from physical education & that dingbat probably didn't catch any balls & said it was "okay for adib to resume normal P.E lessons", indicating his stupidity in not knowing how to be tactful at all, since who he was talking to was my mom, & he was violating my rights; going against the doctor's advice for me to halt any physical excercise. Due to his ludicrousy, we had no choice but to phone the Principal to inform him about this outrage, & I felt extreme jubilation that my parents would've taken legal action against the school's HOD for P.E had the matter not been dealt with accordingly.Even after being told off by the Principal, that asswipe continued to hound me in my remaining weeks of school. I knew what previous cocky army commandos are like; they aren't fearful of anything. Besides, he's got that rhino-like build with protruding man boobs, the barrel chested know-it-all who believes everyone should be ridiculed except him, just coz of his size & height. If you ask me, he's exactly the thing he himself mentioned, a "30+ year old man who behaves like a 6 year old".Proceedingly, I opted to stay in the counselling room during all of his P.E lessons. Little would I have known that he was belittling me & ruining my reputation; spewing heinous, obviously erroneous comments about me attempting to distance me from my own classmates.How childish; perhaps he was an abused child & had no friends in his childhood.Trying to get pretty with my parents, he even said, "adib is a good boy" over the phone to my mom.If i was such a 'good boy' to him, why the fuck does he pick on me all the time?He ain't related to me, he isn't even one of my parents' friends at all.All these claims that I'm 'Gay' / 'a Faggot' / 'homosexual' / 'a coward' are all ratshit.If I ever turn gay, I think Hawaii would sink & mount everest would crumble. There's a difference between bravery & stupidity.Going up against him when I've no support is even more humiliating even if I stand up against him; believe me, I've tried that before, he will use his outer-manliness to intimidate you, often by force.No matter what, Men are better off brainy than brawny in this modern era; we aren't adopting a primitive lifestyle anymore.Thus, I chose the 'diplomatic solution' with him & wanted to clear the air between us, yet he still chose to do it the Hard Way, so i stay put in the counselling room every wednesday morning when the rest of the class had P.E.I didn't really have any counselling, I just stayed in the room, away from his evil clutches.I find it rather frivolous that he keeps talking about homosexuals, as though he's so interested & concerned about them.So what about homosexuals? They're gay let them be. It's not up to you to decided whether they are potential transvestites or not. One time during the period of many hairchecks in school, he even picked on me even when i just cut my hair, following all of the dresscode rules. Pissed off, i decided to spite him back, & although for most cases you shouldn't fight fire with fire, but in this case, water just doesnt douse his fire. & So i succeeded; I kept my hair bloddy long till the last hour of school for the year, & even on the last day he tried getting me, he failed. Seeing the look of dissatisfaction on his face, I'm laughing on the inside, remaining calm on the outside. However, I know I'm on a rough road with him next year; I'm definitely one of his targets next year; thankfully next year's my final year in school's hell, so only one more year to endure.Also, I've been catching up with my poor academics lately as well, & I know I'll have to focus properly next year & do well for my O'levels(blah blah blah, you probably know the rest right?), as I've not been concentrating at all this year, particularly in my academics.

Alrighty then, I hope that all you common haters of the fucker I've been ranting on about are satisfied with this masochistic piece of utterly LONG, insulting entry. For all my schoolmates, you should know who I'm referring to.Know that this is the truth regarding the fact of the matter. It doesn't involve anyone else except Me & the only person on this entire planet I have come to despise.. so.very.much.

Goodbye.

I'll Have To Forgive That Harebrained Barrel-Chested Walking Boulder Someday, But I Definitely Won't Forget What He Did. To All Who Were Ridiculed & Humiliated By Him.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear

15:02


Alrighty, here are a few things which've happened recently during the period of which I halted blogging for about more than a week.

-I got my copy of Halo 3 BEFORE even getting my console, it cost me about 74 bucks minus the cheapo 90 cents discount the shopkeeper offered me -.-
-I FINALLY got my xbox 360.
-Got hooked onto Halo 3; completed the entire campaign on normal difficulty once with my dad & sis' co-op play, & once on my own overnight. (The Graphics were pretty right on)
-Over the next few days, attempted my hunt for the 13 skulls found in campaign for Halo 3, & the 1 missing skull.(After doing some research on it I managed to locate all of them, thus unlocking the Hayabusa spartan armor, whether you're familiar with it or not.)
-Began my tuition with my new Math Tutor, whose house is just walking distance away from TP. :P
-Returned home after tuition that same day to find my beloved pet rabbit, Cornflake(DON'T ASK ME WHY I CALLED HIM THAT), DEAD.
My Reaction? I'm not a gal, so obviously, I did not weep convulsively :P
-Buried my most adored pet ever that lived for 5 years & 10 months in my Backyard, thankful to god for extending its short lifespan another 10 months. :(
-Happy that I gave all the love I could possibly give to my pet in its pitiful life, regretful that I just HAD TO BE HAVING TUITION while it died, most probably of old age :(
-Had an awful stomachache on Friday morning, most likely from eating low-quality INSTANT FOOD in the middle of the night again to satisfy my hunger while gaming 24/7.
-Slept easily 14 hours on friday, from about 3am to 7pm, attempting to sleep away the stomach pains, & apparently I overdid it a little. heh.
-I realize I've been gaming excessively after having wacked up dreams about HALO.

Another piece of good news for me is that I'm getting 2 more new xbox 360 wireless controllers to bring multiplayer gameplay to a whole new level of enjoyment for 4! Okay, it's about time I end this post. My cuz is waiting downstairs for me to play Halo 3 with him HAHAHA ;D

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear