07:03


I'm kinda bored nowadays just waiting for my trip to Jakarta on the 1st of dec. This is exactly the period when you start to feel that the holiday is finally starting pass very swiftly, & it isn't very nice if you know you're unprepared for the upcoming events like that report you're supposed to complete by the time the school term starts. However, this is also the time when you'll possess the sudden urge to return to old games or stuff you used to do just to kill time during the old days. For me, its mapling again +_+ I must admit, that game is extremely addicting once you know what fun there is to it already. Although I've been keeping up with my schedule, balancing work, leisure & excercise, I'm still feeling a tad outta place, probably due to my poor sleeping habits & the extremely bedraggled condition my house is in right now. I feel guilty seeing those scraps of tissue paper & snack wrappers lying all over the place, tiny ants scurrying from the little crevices in the concrete walls readily attacking every sweet product in their path. Books & unused pieces of paper left in abandon, my house currently seems like an office where the only thing people do all day is sign their paperwork. I'm drowning in decade-old novels, stinking textbooks & sticky sweet wrappers, most of which weren't my doing. That is perhaps the cause of my irritability these days; my own mother & sibling who can't even organize their heaps of books & papers of all sorts.

Being a procrastinator, I'm currently making a desperate attempt to complete the mounds of tuition homework I should've finished upon receiving instead of delaying until the last day before the next tuition session.

The amount of homework my current math tutor dishes out is comparable to what Mrs Chew gives us only when she is in her most sinister mood.

I guess I'll be chionging my homework for now, hopefully successful in completing it by 9-ish, & I'll be headed to the park sometime in the evening for the essential excercise everyone needs. Oh well, at least I finally seem to be slowly getting my regular sleep back, the usual 10pm/12am-6am. I guess that's the only good thing you get from a sleep disorder. The ability to only require 6 hours of sleep to be near entirely rejuvenated in the morning instead of the previous 8. Nothing to be THAT jubilated about though, I'm only reassuring myself; I've only had success over a single day -__-

I'll be busy forcing myself to end the torment of having to do my homework at an even later time & will be mapling for a bit upon completing this heap of currently meaningless mathematical equations which are pretty much useless to me now.


7:36 AM .