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Similarly, everyone will experience change. One can't & won't stay the same forever, so don't try. Instead, upgrade yourself, & treasure something when you have it, for it too, won't last eternally. Beauty lasts for a limited amount of time, so don't feel wasted when you're finally 45 & then start envying that adonis at the bar or that babe at the beach. You've had your chance, so its just too bad if you didn't make the best out of the opportunity. Although one can't alter himself entirely, cause after all, we're all unique as individuals, we shouldn't take the phrase 'born that way' too abjectly. Some things are just not in our power to change. However, there are those that we can choose to avoid, work hard to change, or overcome. Weaknesses can be turned into strengths, strengths can become weaknesses, depending on how we see things. We don't live forever, life is actually very short. Would you wanna live 20 years of life studying your ass off if you'd die at 25? Probably not. Learning is indeed lifelong, the amount of knowlegde school arms us with is nothing compared to what we can learn when we're interested in expanding our knowledge anytime, anywhere. Learning doesn't take place only within the classroom, but everywhere. As long as we're alive, learning defies age. People are judged by their character, not by their appearance. External beauty is a good thing, Internal beauty is an even better one.

Hahah. I'm bored, thus this random philosophical post I typed out in a hasty finish, just for writing's sake. I didn't even think while I was writing hahah. Well, me being me; I don't require inspirations to write about stuff, I just do things spontaneously.

Wow. I've really gone too far this time. Sleeping at 3pm & waking up at 12am is just way too absurd. My sleeping time's all messed up.

Having you here, I'd sing all day
Your company just takes my breath away
It makes me feel so gay
Just you by my side, here to stay

LOL. omg. That sounds SO WRONG. Hahahahahaha! zZzZ well for those who didn't know, gay also means happy. Sadly, all of us being bloody immature, 1st thing in our minds is OMG HOMOSEXUAL. Oh well, ignorance is bliss. =_=

I've come to realize that love poems are the easiest to write.. perhaps cause love's the most powerful thing we embrace? I'm just saying.

I've been singing alot lately, &.., it's quite becoming my new passion now?? Truly, I think besides laughter being the best medicine, music is too. Like a world without color, I can't imagine a world without music. BORING. Maybe people'd die earlier in a world like that. heh. I don't know whether my singing's good or bad; perhaps cause I'm only courageous enough to sing in the presence of my family, cousins, & maybe a few of my friends I'm really close to. One time though, I didn't realize my sis was on the phone with her friends & started singing aloud. Yeah, really loud.Even though they complimented that I have a nice voice, I felt really embarrassed that I had actually sung infront of strangers. Oh well, at least they liked my singing. Can't imagine if a someone sang really badly & others heard it.That'd be really sad haha.

I've also been going along with my plans for the holiday... catching up with my studies & learning & brushing up on playing songs on my electric guitar. Currently I know how to play different riffs & parts of many songs, but only a couple of songs in full. Haha. Well, there's always room for improvement. Some of the more recent songs I've been trying are Sidewinder by Avenged Sevenfold, The Day That Never Comes by Metallica, Down with the Sickness by Disturbed, You're Not Alone by Saosin, & Some of Greenday's American Idiot. Nearly all of em' metal? Yeah. I've no idea why, but somehow I just prefer playing metal on my electric; perhaps I'm drawn to deep power chords & insane screeches there are to play for metal genre songs.Some people consider this kinda playing rather mindless, but somehow it never fails to deliver that kind of passion. Hahah. PLaying master of puppets by metallica & beast & the harlot by a7x is uber fun! Easy & nice to play lol. What I'm trying to say is that I prefer playing noisy, rock & metal kind of stuff on my electric guitar, compared to slow, soothing tunes. I feel acoustic guitars are way better in delivering music of those sort.

Orite, ending off, I found a Halo 3 montage vid which was kinda amusing to me... since I know some of you are really rotting at home now, here's something that might maybe invert your frown.




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