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I feel Like letting out all of the intense(maybe abit mawkish) emotion that has been contained, bottled up in me for far too long in this post; This will most likely be my longest, most boring post yet so don't murder me if I'm being very VERY draggy in this post.

Today was a pitifully mundane kinda day for me. To start off, I've just came to notice something; that majority of us teens come across the word 'faggot' sometime in lower sec. We might've picked this word up even earlier on, in fact, depending on when & whom we've heard it from. I've been thinking, in a world where knowledge is very much sought after, this particular word & many other provocative words of this sort might most likely be known by even toddlers one day. Why? Because we humans just have to open our gaps & blab even when we've got nothing important or significant in the least to say. Even in writing, let's say a formal letter; in our anger we might even find ourselves writing a derogatory remark against the receiver & ultimately, end up being accused of writing a defamatory letter against the receiver, & to make matters worse, it's a formal letter. I can provide yet another example of us not knowing how to say things in a tactful manner, thus leading to circumstances which mar our own reputation.

If you do not intend on reading this very nasty section of todays' entry, please don't; I do not wish to spark a debate about the matter as it has already worsened to say much. I feel that I have the right to tell exactly what was going on when i came back to school after my MC for my serious injury. I will never know whether this person I'm ranting on about will ever stumble upon this entry by any chance, but to prove to him that I am not a 'COWARD' or a 'GAY' or even a 'FAGGOT', I'm gonna be a mean son of a bitch & mouth(okay, maybe not mouth, but type) everything to the world & finally enlighten all of those who actually believed his endless amounts of bull. This guy, I could tell, was a petty bastard. He always picked on many of my friends & myself since I even stepped into school's hellgates. However, up till now, the student he finds most pleasure in picking on is unfortunately, me.Recently, after my period of recovering from my crippled right elbow, I had an mc for being excused from physical education & that dingbat probably didn't catch any balls & said it was "okay for adib to resume normal P.E lessons", indicating his stupidity in not knowing how to be tactful at all, since who he was talking to was my mom, & he was violating my rights; going against the doctor's advice for me to halt any physical excercise. Due to his ludicrousy, we had no choice but to phone the Principal to inform him about this outrage, & I felt extreme jubilation that my parents would've taken legal action against the school's HOD for P.E had the matter not been dealt with accordingly.Even after being told off by the Principal, that asswipe continued to hound me in my remaining weeks of school. I knew what previous cocky army commandos are like; they aren't fearful of anything. Besides, he's got that rhino-like build with protruding man boobs, the barrel chested know-it-all who believes everyone should be ridiculed except him, just coz of his size & height. If you ask me, he's exactly the thing he himself mentioned, a "30+ year old man who behaves like a 6 year old".Proceedingly, I opted to stay in the counselling room during all of his P.E lessons. Little would I have known that he was belittling me & ruining my reputation; spewing heinous, obviously erroneous comments about me attempting to distance me from my own classmates.How childish; perhaps he was an abused child & had no friends in his childhood.Trying to get pretty with my parents, he even said, "adib is a good boy" over the phone to my mom.If i was such a 'good boy' to him, why the fuck does he pick on me all the time?He ain't related to me, he isn't even one of my parents' friends at all.All these claims that I'm 'Gay' / 'a Faggot' / 'homosexual' / 'a coward' are all ratshit.If I ever turn gay, I think Hawaii would sink & mount everest would crumble. There's a difference between bravery & stupidity.Going up against him when I've no support is even more humiliating even if I stand up against him; believe me, I've tried that before, he will use his outer-manliness to intimidate you, often by force.No matter what, Men are better off brainy than brawny in this modern era; we aren't adopting a primitive lifestyle anymore.Thus, I chose the 'diplomatic solution' with him & wanted to clear the air between us, yet he still chose to do it the Hard Way, so i stay put in the counselling room every wednesday morning when the rest of the class had P.E.I didn't really have any counselling, I just stayed in the room, away from his evil clutches.I find it rather frivolous that he keeps talking about homosexuals, as though he's so interested & concerned about them.So what about homosexuals? They're gay let them be. It's not up to you to decided whether they are potential transvestites or not. One time during the period of many hairchecks in school, he even picked on me even when i just cut my hair, following all of the dresscode rules. Pissed off, i decided to spite him back, & although for most cases you shouldn't fight fire with fire, but in this case, water just doesnt douse his fire. & So i succeeded; I kept my hair bloddy long till the last hour of school for the year, & even on the last day he tried getting me, he failed. Seeing the look of dissatisfaction on his face, I'm laughing on the inside, remaining calm on the outside. However, I know I'm on a rough road with him next year; I'm definitely one of his targets next year; thankfully next year's my final year in school's hell, so only one more year to endure.Also, I've been catching up with my poor academics lately as well, & I know I'll have to focus properly next year & do well for my O'levels(blah blah blah, you probably know the rest right?), as I've not been concentrating at all this year, particularly in my academics.

Alrighty then, I hope that all you common haters of the fucker I've been ranting on about are satisfied with this masochistic piece of utterly LONG, insulting entry. For all my schoolmates, you should know who I'm referring to.Know that this is the truth regarding the fact of the matter. It doesn't involve anyone else except Me & the only person on this entire planet I have come to despise.. so.very.much.

Goodbye.

I'll Have To Forgive That Harebrained Barrel-Chested Walking Boulder Someday, But I Definitely Won't Forget What He Did. To All Who Were Ridiculed & Humiliated By Him.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear