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Hehehehe. I apologize for not blogging on a regular basis, my good fellows. I'm just too absorbed in having as much fun as I possibly can before this seemingly long holiday(well, that's how it was at first) finally comes to an end. & So, for those who've been living under a rock & may be clueless about the day it will be when school reopens, then it might come as a peculiar surprise(or shock) to you that the 1st day of school for most will start on a Friday.

Yes, we all know that the government just won't bear to release the "free" people of our country from its sturdy workforce vicegrip, hence even school has to begin on a Friday. Personally, I would've prefered school to be scheduled to start on the following Monday, on the 5th of January 2009, but I guess it shall be interesting; back to school after 2 long months & 2 days of rest again after that. Hahas. I may regret this, but I'm planning to leave my hair AS IT IS, LONG & HAGGARD, on the 1st day of school. I'd love to see what transpires. Anyway, it is OUR LAST YEAR IN THIS IMPRISONMENT, SECONDARY SCHOOL, so I seriously don't give a fuck even if I'm blacklisted. Oh yeah, I heard that Mr. Muhammad is Retiring this year. Well, I wish him a satisfactory retirement.(Although in my heart I'm bounding up & down with joy that the old geezer's finally leaving.)

You must agree, I've been a masquerade of Mr. Nice Guy for long enough. I'm just gonna work my arse off this year, focus & motivation is essential for the upcoming 'O's. I'm just gonna get it done, & done well, over & done with. done & over with. WELL. However you'd like to say it. Although it's eeasier said than done for even that loser who's been failing all his subjects to plan ahead & claim he "will study hard for the sake of his academics & most importantly, his future", I will not be faltered by the obstacles that I come across.

The holidays have taught me that even a silly game the whole world criticizes as repetitive, lame & what not, has some knowledge to offer. In other words, knowledge is limitless, you even gain it in failure. I truly fathom now that although the world may not be as welcoming as you expect it to be, its people not as friendly, you make your own choices, pave your own paths in life, & alter your fate. Fate is certain by thy God's will, but the almighty has give us a choice. Will we seek the opportunities? Or will we let fate overcome us? We decide it for ourselves.

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Driven by Hate, Consumed by Fear